As I hit publish I told myself it was good to blog a story about my sad days. I committed to brutal honesty about my life when I decided to start the blog, it's purpose is to touch and heal others by sharing my story and the ups and downs of my self discovery and spiritual journey. It's my spiritual reality show in print. So, share the dark times, maybe it will give others the idea they are not alone in their challenges. So, I hit publish and let my darkness spread to others, for a good cause.
Then I rolled over pulled the covers over my head and succumbed to my weak time. I cried and felt depressed and wallowed for an hour. It got boring and old really fast. I far prefer being in the light now. I like happiness, it's kind of grown on me and settled into my being taking the space that I used to reserve for sarcasm and pessimism. My fatalistic attitude was replaced by lollipops and rainbows a long time ago, well positive affirmations at least anyway. Lol. Even though my war wounds, were needing attention there had to be a better way to get through a sad day then laying here in bed with my dog. While part of me knew how to practice self care and acknowledge the sorrow that is a natural result from this life, another part of me was very uncomfortable with indulging this sad dark time.
So, I reached out to my mentor/teacher/friend Tom. He came to see me that afternoon. By the time we sat on my sofa talking I was showered and dressed and making a heroic effort to be out of the dark. I was on the path to daybreak but feeling down and emotional. I was definitely having a sad day, as many of us do from time to time. He wanted to do a healing on me similar to Reiki but a different thing called Signature Cell healing. We sat talking first and I told him what was going on with me and some of the challenges I was working through. Since January I have been deeply immersed in work on my Shadow self. I explained that some issues that have come up have been hard for me and effecting my emotions - at times getting the better of me and resulting in days like this.
Tom looked at me deeply and then said, " Well that's because you forgot who you are".
It was such a simple statement said with such conviction, my mouth dropped open and I felt the connection between us as the electricity of my "aha" moment bounced between us. Of course that electricity was God, that divine spark of light in us all that is love. "Your light shines so bright Georgia, look at all the work you do, look at all the people you help". "That light is more powerful than you realize, step into your power, shine your light, that's who you are. Love pure love. Now shine the light on yourself".
Wow! I had forgotten! Wow! This almost stranger but soo not a stranger but another light worker deeply connected to me, brought to me by synchronicity, was loving me enough to shine his light on my darkness so I could find my own light. And in that moment I did, because that is what love does. It shines. That is what light does. It shines. And I am the light. We are the light. Tom was right, I HAD forgotten who I was. Until Tom passed the torch.
"And you are not alone". He simply stated. No one had ever said that to me before. That touched me so much, I was reduced to a puddle of tears. There are so many that I am there for but few step up for me. I have usually been abandoned at my most vulnerable times. Tom went on to say I could reach out to him, his wife and other people in our spiritual group and they would send loving energy and their higher selves to walk with me when I needed light. I instantly was back in the light. I could feel myself lighter, more vibrant.
We did the healing session. Afterward Tom said I looked different, a lot better. I could feel the shift in my energy and while I definitely felt better from the healing I knew it was Tom's words and friendship that changed me and brought me back to my power. I felt blessed that he cared enough to reach for me and turn on my light. The friend I reached for the night before couldn't help me do that. He was too immersed in fighting his own darkness. He is trying to find his own light. As I realized this, I silently send him my love and light. I care enough about him, that I want to help him shine brighter and light the way for him as Tom did for me. That is love. I mentally sent a huge ball of love and light to my friend as I hug Tom and say my goodbyes.
I am light. We are all light. That light is God, it is Spirit. That light is Love. It connects us all as one. We light each other. We light the world. We are one. We are all divinity with the spark of the Divine in each of us.
So, next time the sad day comes, remember who you are. You are a light. You can light your darkness, just remember how powerful you are. And if you have trouble text me and I shall send you light. We are all stars that sometimes lose our twinkle but stars shine brightest when they shine together. " You are never alone".
I am so blessed to have many friends like Tom who remind me that we are all light.
Peace and love,
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose