As soon as I opened my eyes I knew the day had dawned beautiful and bright. I could feel the energy of a new earth from the ripples of something that had shifted very far away. The planets had moved more than usual during the night to bring a fresh quality to the air I was breathing.
I popped out of bed and threw on the clothes I had worn to the gym the day before. The urge to go to the beach and feel the sun was overwhelming, I had to get outside. The sun was just waking up on the edge of the morning sky in its pinkish bath robe surrounded by a cloud of fuzzy slippers as I drove over the bay bridge. We rose together brushing the darkness from our eyes to shine our love light on the world. As I got closer to the ocean I could feel Gaia pulling me into her arms and wrapping me in the song of our hearts. As the beautiful oneness filled me my beacon became as bright as my favorite lighthouse which was blinking in the distance.
Finally I was on the hallowed ground of my cathedral, where Mother Earth and the Sea meet the Sky and Father Sun. The best friends a girl could ever have, the guides of eternity and our true essence. My feet started my worship as they met the ground in even cadence with the air that whooshed around me as I broke free and began to run the path. My heart filled with joy as I glided past the reeds swaying in earth's breathe and the Deer feeding on Gaia’s gifts. I actually broke out in laughter as my heart soared and the sun warmed my crown. The beat of Maroon 5 was pulsating in my earbuds and my jog synced with its rythym. It was a day for lighthearted kicky tunes and pure fun! I loved it! I was in love with the world, with myself and with the moment.
There was no one around for miles. Not a soul but the deer and the seagulls. I was at peace. Even the thoughts in my mind were loving and peaceful. And I barely noticed them, I was just observing. Living in the moment, eyes like a camera freeze framing the beauty, feet saying thank you every time they touched the earth. I finally got to the lighthouse winded and sated as though I had just made love for hours in a burning tangle of passion. I suppose I had. I had just made love to the universe and myself anyway, honoring her and the body she gave me in this lifetime. I stretched out and actually lay down on the cobblestone around the base of the lighthouse and looked up at the top. The fuzzy slippers that the sun had kicked off were billowing in white cottony glory around the top of the blinking light. Wow! I felt as though I was grounded into the cool earth and floating with the clouds all at once, I became the perfect balance of the earth and sky. I lay there for a long while feeling the breath of earth and the beat of my heart syncing until I became her and she me. It was a heady feeling, a birth rite available to everyone yet so personally belonging to me in the moment that I cried. I cried joyfully for those that know this feeling and I cried sadly for those that don’t. And then finally I cried in gratitude for my unbelievably privileged life of awakening and all God has shown me. It is an honorable life that my valor has brought me.
I lay for a few more minutes in God’s grace. A lone woman lying on the cool cobblestones next to a huge lighthouse as the surf pounds in the distance and gulls fly above. With arms akimbo and feet splayed out I warm in the sun as so many creatures do in an age old ritual of worship and illumination.
And the earth does not disappoint me. Behind my eyes she brings me her message. With love and wisdom my mind is twisted and turned to understand things I could not before see. It is always the way of the Universe and Spirit to align me so. And I think of some people that have revolved into my life and took their leave and I take their gifts and send them love. I understand the journey.
By Your grace, it is always by Your grace.
I stand up and spin with my arms wide and I take it all in, the sky and ocean and bay and I say Thank you Spirit for this day, for me, for my life and for those who I love even those who are far away just now.
I turn back towards the path that leads to the 3D world of work and earth bound challenges knowing I am needed there. But first I have my run back on this beautiful path of pleasure in the sun.
I click on my music and my feet hit the road, Maroon 5’s Sugar plays in my ears…I notice I am running with my shadow in front of me. I smile deeply.
Ahh hello shadow… I think about the years I feared you, I think about the day I faced you, I think about the work we did together. The grueling gritty messy endless days of soul work, of reconciling you and your ego with me and my wounds. The days when darkness called us so deep we lost our light. How are you? You look pretty happy today. Oh, what’s that? You like it here in the sun? You like this music? Yeah me too…
I threw off the past and I danced with my shadow. I let myself dance like no one is watching …cause no one was…! And so I danced on that boardwalk path and I shook my ass and did my Beyonce’ booty dance and I jumped up on a bench and pirouted off like I was in a music video. It was just me and Maroon 5 and my shadow at 7:30 in the morning out in the middle of nowhere with the Angels and the Sun and the Universe. It felt perfect and I was happy, content and in need of nothing more.
I have a great relationship with myself and my shadow. We both love the light now. It shows us our authentic life, who we are and how to merge each other into that unique and beautiful being that is joyfully Georgia Rose.
By Your Grace! Thank you God and for all you have created for us – the sun, earth, sky and sea, where the lessons of eternity are written for our hearts to see and our souls to feel.
Peace and love,
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose