This past year I took a lot of time off. Off from a hectic , crazy life of controlled chaos as I knew it for some 20 odd years and I relished doing nothing. I slept and I ate sweet foods and I danced and I meditated and I played with my dog and backpacked around Fire Island and hiked in the woods and by the ocean. I traveled and read and wrote, tuned in and paid attention. I was lazy and full of energy and did whatever moved me. I didn't have a partner and I did all this alone and it felt just right.
It was peaceful and satisfying, spiritually fulfilling and I fell in love with myself and life. I saw things in detail and my mind was open to I see a grander scale and I started to really feel things deeply. I could feel it all in my body, people, nature, animals, words, causes and their effects.
The more I paid attention the more I could feel. In the space just under my heart in the middle of my rib cage , in my core, the place I call my soul space, all of life began to resonate with me. I discovered such beauty in the world. And each day I claimed the beauty of the universe as my gift from our creator and as I did so little by little I saw the beauty within myself. And I claimed that too. I owned my amazing self and acknowledged the gorgeous sweet energy of loving me. And so I gave love to the world and took love inside of me, for myself too.
One afternoon in early fall I went to the beach. I was feeling healthy and fit and lazy all at once. I began to do some yoga and then felt a childlike enthusiasm bubble up inside.
Under a sizzling sun my feet kicked up the sands of time and my arms outstretched to the oceans of eternity and I spun and spun and laughed until it all collided. Then dizzy with joy I collapsed to the earth and surrendered to the universe.
From a magnificent blue sky spinning clouds of clarity slowly rained into my mind as dense solid earth seeped into my back and through my body. I felt grounded in the vibrations from above and below. I was no longer giving love or taking love I simply became love. I lay on the ground, embraced by the world, surrounded by love and I became one with everything. I knew what it was to BE love. The earth was spinning round and round and I was safe in its arms. Tears washed my face and I knew I would live "in love" the rest of my life.
I lay on the sand a long time like a baby in a safe cradle. I was amazed and content to let the universe heal a lifetime of anxiety and uncertainty. I felt a newness, a safe place. I became aware that I had never felt safe before and it mattered not because only now was important not anything before.
After a while the tide started to lick my toes and it felt like a kiss from God, assuring me this was real. I had ascended to the consciousness meant for us all. Sheer bliss! Contentedly I stretched and sat up under a glowing orange and purple sunset. I picked up my back pack to head for home. I had never felt this safe before, and something told me this feeling would now be a permanent companion.. Everything in the world was the same but different. I had experienced something that changed everything. My life felt different now.
I had felt my soul become one with all. I would live from this place now. Everything I do and become, all I have and all that I am would be sourced from here. From this confident knowingness of what is real. I left the beach that day knowing I would simply ... be love. No matter what, I could not live any other way.
All my life I had searched, struggled and fought for stability and here it was filling every cell of my body. All I had to do was take the time to let go and surrender, so it could come to me. I was confident now, assured and ready for my next chapter with no fear. I felt...safe.
I had no idea the what would come next but I knew I something awesome was coming!
And I was right... Synchronicity was in progress...as it always is...😊
Peace and love,
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose