There have been many nights that I could not sleep because I was scared or worried or lonely. Tonight I can’t sleep because I am amazed! Today was a particularly special day in this beautiful life of mine. Today Spirit took my hand and said “Come I want to show you something”….
I planned an event at my home to promote my new
business and had a pretty good idea of the way it would go.
As a legendary net worker and marketer it was a piece of cake to put together. I created an Open House format, and assembled vendors to display and sell organic products and Spiritual items while people waited to get Reiki services or Readings. It would be a great night, people would stop in, come and go and I would get great exposure for my new biz. That’s how my mind works ,biz biz biz…..impersonal, razor sharp ,focus on the goal.
Little did I know while I was rearranging the furniture, my angels were shifting their own pieces in place. While I was making countless phone calls, there were some divine calls being placed. While I was creating a marketing campaign, Spirit was doing His own campaigning and while I was doing doing a Costco run, Spirit and the Angels were lining up a different bag of provisions. Yes, God had taken over my event orchestrating and putting in place a perfect synchronicity that would at some point in the evening allow me to “see the light”. But I, quite frankly, had no clue!
At first no one came, it was really slow, and so all the readers and vendors were kind of sitting around for awhile chatting and snacking. I started to realize what a special group of strong entrepreneurial professional woman were assembled under my roof. It was a very unique energy. It was productive, fun, business minded but loving. Because we are all Spiritual in one way or another there was no competition. It was quite amazing. It made me feel warm and fuzzy. It started my wheels turning…
Had I become a barracuda with a big old sloppy heart? I had to evaluate this new hypothesis, but then people started coming and the house was busy with Readings and Reiki and people selling and buying… things were under way and I went into manager mode.
And then it happened…my energy was pulled in another direction as several people came that I never expected to…people I know through my real estate business, neighbors, and one woman who was a total stranger that had just moved here from out of state and came in off the signs. One by one they came to me, not for a reading or reiki or curiosity or to scoff at what I was doing but to heal. Yes heal! To me!? They were led to this place to heal! It cannot be described any other way. The woman new to town said “I have been so lost, I am looking for a community”, I watched her bask in the acceptance of her new “tribe”. She came up to me crying , “I was led here , this is what I’ve been looking for it’s amazing what you’ve created”, she said to me as we hugged like we knew each other for a lifetime. I suddenly saw what this event was truly about. I missed the meaning in the creation of it but it seeped into my brain and heart now. I know she and I will be great friends! I had forgotten there are other lonely people in the world. In her embrace I heal too as I realize I am not the only one. I should be reaching out to others, helping us all!
Another woman I know for years through my real estate career, who works in an attorney’s office came with her young daughter who teaches yoga. I had not seen her in a long time, I thought we were just acquaintances. But she sought me out, she came to reach out. An extremely private and quiet person she started to open up to me about some challenges in her life. They were not unlike my own, health issues and her Mom’s passing. She was impressed that I got myself in shape the last few years and, she had tears in her eyes and asked if I could help her get healthy and maybe go to Yoga together… I was thrilled! And I was very flattered. When she turned to speak to someone else her daughter came to me and said “My Mom is so fond of you and she was so excited to come tonight, take her under your wing, please”. I think my mouth dropped open. In their search for healing I feel my own wounds disappear. You never know who is watching your journey. We are always afraid of criticism and rejection we forget there are people we don’t even know rooting us on watching us sending us love!
A woman and mortgage broker I randomly met while doing a real estate open house a week ago came too. Through conversation we had both discovered that we are single and have similar spiritual philosophies. In fact she reads cards too. So, I invited her to come meet my friends. I can’t believe how she fits in like she has known us all forever. Often times when you change your life you
have people fall way from you as your beliefs change and they become judgmental or you have little left in common. I had a large group of friends I used to go out with, but nowadays I am usually home choosing to stay in. I choose the quiet instead of the chaos of the bar and club scene, but it gets lonely sometimes.
At the end of the evening everyone was hugging me goodbye. We were all amazed that we have met each other so randomly. She invited me to Claudio’s that Sunday with her group of friends. I was overjoyed. It’s one of my favorite places in summer. The idly tossed invitation was caught by my heart. Could it be Spirit is sending me kinder, gentler friends to hang with?
I was stunned from all of these experiences and as I watched the night unfold I saw so many people connecting, sharing and I realized this had become an unbelievable business networking event and love in! It’s the only way to describe it. Standing in my living room I could feel Spirits hand in mine, I could feel his voice say "This is your life Georgia". And then I felt my head connect to my heart and I closed a huge gap. I was no longer living in two worlds... God showed me how to integrate it all, my business and my spirituality, my heart and my head. Spirit was using me as a bridge between the material physical business world and the spiritual metaphysical world and using my experience to put people together in such a synchronistic way it was not to be believed.
So much laughter, fun, tears, brainstorming and healing was happening that I was speechless! Laying here in bed staring at the ceiling hours later I’m still amazed. Three and a half years ago I was dangling from a pipe in my storeroom ending my life and tonight I am ecstatically happy and proud of myself. How did I get here… to the culmination of this beautiful life where God showed me what I am meant to do? Miracles, everyday miracles.
Tonight I can’t sleep, but not from pain or despair. I can’t
sleep because I finally see the light and it is so bright it won’t let me sleep. Tonight God made me feel, special, useful, talented, gifted and worthy. I am basking in His light and there is so much love. I am full. I am satisfied. I am absolutely bursting with gratitude.
Tonight standing in my living room among God’s creations and blessings, I heard His call, I saw the light. I am meant to connect people, create, promote, teach, uplift, love. I am a bridge.
This is my calling and I shall finally answer it. Life is all about connections… and I love making them, putting people together and watching what happens. I didn't know the most important connection I would ever make was when my heart finally connected to my head allowing me to use all of my gifts in one place and create an amzing space... It’s the Georgia Rose Connection… my favorite place.
Thank you to all the beings that came to visit at the first "Girl’s Night Inn” the ones from our physical world and the ones from other realms for truly we were blessed by Spirit and Angels this night.
Peace on your journey,
PS... Aerosmith said it best.....
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose