Sometimes we fall from Grace. Sometimes the world annoys us and casts us adrift and we don't even know why. Maybe its Mars retrograde or Saturn conjunct our something or maybe we are just working through our "stuff". We are human after all and that condition often means we tend towards duality, seeing things good or bad, positive or negative. I think of it as the see saw effect. We can't stay on top all the time. What goes up must come down. We can't avoid it, We can only hope it is a gentle landing instead of a kerplunk. So a couple of days ago I landed. It was more of a kerplunk.
I was tired and overwhelmed, like I said maybe it was the retrogrades or maybe it was this sometimes overwhelming thing called life, but I became negative. Not like me at all - and I was too tired to realize it. Burnt out from this intense summer of self analysis ad naseum I could no longer indulge in deep awareness. I was cranky and tired of people and their less than nice behavior. I became judgmental and well dare I say kind of bitchy! Yes me! Hard to believe eh? A close friend advised me to check myself, with a gentle reminder to be careful what energy I put out. I could not see what she meant.
My mind was depleted,and my heart was tired. I was worn out, like a teddy bear that got thrown in the bathtub, my fur was matted and the mirror was fogged!
When she and I hung up the phone I could tell it wasn't a good conversation but I felt clogged and spacey so I just tossed it to Spirit and asked Him to show me why I was feeling thus. It didn't take long before I felt my heart stir back to life with gratitude that my friend loved me enough to watch out for my Karma. And just that bit of positive light started to turn me around! Sometimes the words don't get thru but the mere intention of the action breaks the dark and it brings a bit of glitter, that otherwise you would have missed. Gratitude will do that it can catch even the tiniest bit of light.
Shortly after that phone call I had someone coming for a reading, and as I always do before hand I meditated.. I felt much better as I felt my vibration rise. Now in a higher frame of mind, I was thinking about my friends phone call and the love it was intended with. I realized I was not paying attention to my spiral into negative energy. I was careening down a slippery slope, when she cared enough to tap my brakes. It made me happy that I have surrounded myself with such a fine person as that.
My client came and we had our reading, which was most amazing! My client was a very high vibe enlightened individual who I had never met before. A truly beautiful soul! I felt privileged to read her energy and deliver healing messages. Much of what we spoke of was healing to me as well. It is usually that way. Messages are not always just for clients sometimes there is a lesson from Spirit for me as well. Synchronicity came rapid fire as words resonated deeply. "Another miracle in my living room, thank you God", I thought to myself during the reading! . As I conversed with Spirit and my client, my mirror cleared, my fur perked up. I hugged myself because I needed it. I accepted my soft and jagged spots and gave the love to myself that I often give away. I felt nourished and replenished and once again in the light and positive place that I live in. When the client and I hugged goodbye I could feel the love of Spirit wrapped around my heart and was beyond grateful for the connection.. The meeting was a gift.
The reading was done psychically with no cards but after the client left I was compelled to draw a card from an Angel deck I keep on the table. ..and the card I chose said watch for a miracle coincidences are divinely inspired and a higher power is guiding our lives!
. A beautiful kiss goodnight from a constant source of light that never dims even when ours wanes. We just have to pay attention! Peace and Love - Georgia Rose
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose