Maybe I have been a bit radio silent since last Friday. I found myself in need of a "catch up" with my soul. Astonishing synchronicity came unbidden and I found myself in movie worthy moments of larger than life emotion. My gratitude for them bid me to seek solitude where I reverently basked in the blessing of profound lessons. It was as though Spirit had gifted me a divine waterfall of wisdom and I desperately wanted to honor it by splashing around in its colorful waters by myself for a awhile.
Only now am I ready to come out, dry off and sit by the shore and talk for a spell. Because of course, these things are not for me, but for all and it is in the break out and the sharing of these breakthroughs that their significance is honored, acknowledged and given the momentum they were created for. Our experiences are given form not just to heal us, but to heal the world in the telling of them. Stories heal. Connection = Love. So, for you dear readers here is another Georgia Rose Connection <3....
For months I had been mulling over "churn" in my mind and allowing myself to feel where it had taken up residence in my body. "Churn"- the word I give to define those nagging unresolved thoughts that pop up destructively, repeatedly sometimes for years, now and again. You know, the neighbor you don't talk to, the sibling you have an elephant in the room with, the ex friend, lover, classmate, co worker, baby daddy, baby mama, spouse whoever... there is that "thing" you have with. It bothers you but you do nothing about it year after year. Maybe you tell yourself it's nothing or maybe you wonder about it a lot. Maybe it's someone who just cut you off and you don't know why or vice versa. It's the big ? the big question mark over your head that you live with.
How many question marks are churning over your head? "Churn" - the silent killer!
I have a lot of churn! Last week I eliminated most of it. I can only say miracles happen when it's time.
First, there were conflicts with 2 dear friends, one over the summer and another a couple of weeks ago. I decided to step into truth. Just call them up and speak, no BS,no excuses just come from love. I spent my Sunday resolving and repairing friendships. One over coffee at the diner and one on a marathon phone session. When our intention is love and not ego beautiful things happen. In the span of an afternoon I had 2 beautiful and valuable friends back. I realized its important to speak your truth simply with love, because you want to be love and nothing more. Just do it because you want to live your best life. Sincerity breeds sincerity. The day turned out to be filled with revelations and relief. There is beauty in the flow.
This fortified me. I started to think about other "churn" from long ago galaxies, far, far away. Things still lingering since before I was awakened. I thought about how my ex husband and I have bad blood, I thought about other girlfriends I don't speak to anymore and about ex boyfriends. I realized I loved each one of these people. And when I looked at the truth of each circumstance with no judgment either for myself or them that my love became deeper. I started to forgive myself and not feel guilty and in turn didn't care anymore about the past. I only cared where I was going not where I had been. And I wanted to go greater places than before.
I realized this "churn" was distracting me from being 100% energy in its purest form to do the work of my soul purpose. Churn was draining my battery and an obstacle to living my best life. Now, I don't know about you guys but I am determined to live my best life and reap as much joy and love as I can. I am NOT going to let my battery run down from any "churn'. That's like buying a ripped up lottery ticket. I intend to win at this life! Suddenly, I had to get rid of this "churn"!
There was a person in my life I had not spoken to in 10 years. Lots of animosity, to say the least. I woke up last Thursday and decided to go knock on their door and make things right.
Yup - out of the blue! I guess Spirit saw it was time. I think He has big plans for me. He doesn't want this churn clogging me up anymore. lol.
I was nervous and scared. But clearing my energy pathways to live unburdened was more important than any silly old dragons. I drove, I churned, I knocked.... I found myself having a truthful beautiful conversation with someone who had been a significant person in my life. I felt relief, release and love. I left that room feeling lighter than I had in a long time. A 10 year rift was resolved and healed. Wow!
But it didn't end in that simplicity.. Underneath it all, Spirit was orchestrating more. This person is friends with my ex husband. I hadn't thought too much about that when I was initiating my spontaneous reconciliation meeting with them. But the friend I had not spoken to in 10 years, would play a big part in orchestrating a series of events over the next 24 hours that would bring about tremendous healing for my ex husband and I. Unplanned, unbidden, completely random and natural and in genuine love without judgment. I won't go into detail here except to say that after 7 years my ex and I are in a good place now. Miraculously I can say things are OK. We dropped the rope to end a very long game of tug of war. I now accept truth without judgment. Thoughts of him are just love and gratitude for the energy we once were. And the intention of his good health and happiness emanates from my heart. There is no churn anymore.
One impulsive act on my part, to look up a person I had not spoken to in 10 years and speak my truth had a domino effect on something unrelated eating at me for 7 years. Who knew?
Never underestimate the power of Spirit and the web that connects us all!
Truth without Judgment is the most freedom the soul can ever know. I cried a river from my divorce, I cried so hard I didn't know a person could make so many tears. Last Friday, the tears of gratitude I felt upon knowing the freedom of truth with no judgment, were the deepest tears I have ever cried in my life.
I know what unconditional love is. To experience it in places you never thought possible is a miracle. It comes from our own heart. To have such for myself and others and to love as though nothing else matters, in a pure form without need of anything more than just simply loving, is the highest I have ever been. That energy will bring me to my best life.
I am content in a Knowing that I need nothing more than this truth of love.
There is more to come- more churn must be eliminated. More love must take form. I am free. Free to live the life I am meant to. Free to be my true self. Free to love. The last sentence when I wrote it brought the tears. Nothing saddens me more than when we prevent ourselves from loving.
Years ago my journey started with the first words I heard in meditation. "Put love where there is none"
It is a life long journey to do so. Just when I feel love all around there is another crack to be found where we must pour the energy of source and pure love into it. So much needs healing in this world. It starts with working everyday to fill our own cracks.
Our journeys are filled with question marks and "churn" blocking love from coming in. Only we have the power to set ourselves free by being brave enough to bridge the gaps. Speak our truth, set things right. Accept the truth of our cracks without judgment and pour unconditional love in them. In this we set ourselves free to love deeper and we truly become free to love. No longer distracted by "churn" We heal. In release and relief we find the truth of our soul.
Whose door do you need to knock on? Trust me if the intention is love, a beautiful experience awaits you.
Put love where there is none....
Peace and love , Georgia Rose
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose