When the darkness came I was terrified it would last forever. The first blog posts from 2014 are heavy with grief. It took 3 years just to have the courage to allow the world to see my pain and yet it was still acute. In 2014 I started this mission. I was still raw and in a sort of twilight from my 2011 rock bottom. But there was no denying that stars had peaked thru my black ceiling. Their light was saving me and I was compelled to write about that miraculous occurrence. If I could give hope, relief to just one person with my stories, then I would gladly suffer mild humiliation and exposure. The belief that no one should ever have to suffer as deeply as I did lit a fire in me as fiercely bright as the darkness had been dark. It burned just under my ribs in the hole where my heart used to live. My heart was gone back then- shattered to pieces, I thought by life events, but d later I came to realize it had always been by my own destructive hands. Poor choices. Blindness. Fear. Had all decided the course of my life for me. In a strange way the darkness illuminated the truth. You see, I started to see better in the dark than I ever had in my brilliant life.
At my lowest point after a series of tragedies culminated with the unexpected abandonment of my husband it was as though someone flicked a switch and plunged me into an abyss. I couldn't find up, I couldn't find out, I was just free falling down. I imagine that to be the most terrifying feeling anyone can ever know. You suddenly have no reality to identify with. You are simply just in the dark lost and wandering. You can't make sense of anything because everything that ever made sense to you no longer exists. I have known the definition of "nothing" with every fiber of my being.
Like a blind man reaching out and feeling nothing but space, you can't stop reaching , feeling , hoping. It's your only way out - maybe sooner or a later you will feel something and it will show you where is "up" and the how of "out". So, there I was free falling with outstretched arms when I finally found the lifeline.
I knew what it felt to be completely hallow. Somehow although it defies logic, hallow hurts like a beast ripping your insides and eating you alive. How can "nothing" hurt, I used to think? Until I realized "nothing" is the loss of many somethings . And that the beast had a reason and the darkness has a purpose. This realization started to fill the hallow.
Suddenly I wasn't falling so fast and stars began to appear.
My Stars popped up in many random and perfect places. My darkness brought them , their light lit mine. Slowly I began to come back to life. The first Stars were a grief therapist that was a medium who became my tutor. A Reiki healer who channeled Mother Mary became my Reiki Master Teacher. A yoga instructor that was the most compassionate person I ever met became a life changing guide to me. There were many others and they are still coming. Each person came in to my life and filled me with light so I could see clearly.
They lit my dark and shined on my beasts, so I could face them. In doing so, I saw my many illusions and broke free to a new and better reality. My biggest illusions were about the dark and the demons who lived there. I thought I was supposed to ignore them and they would go away. But they were waiting for me, knowing my embrace was the only thing that could settle and still them. As long as I kept those beasts in the dark they had such power over me, causing my free fall, eyes closed afraid to look. If I had only let the stars reveal them sooner I would have known who and what they were and reconciled them sooner. They turned out to be inthe light of my darkness just fragments of me scared and helpless. Nothing to fear and all to embrace. Like the sunset ebbing into darkness and darkness growing into to starry night, we are meant to merge. Integrate and flow our parts into one giant sky over and over again light to dark and light again.. Its not life or the people in it that cause our suffering - we do that ourselves with the fearful choices we make.
Yes, the darkness has a purpose. It is a great teacher no less wise than the sun.
In our choice to see only one or clearly see both we create our life.
In our choice to be grateful for both we find Stars.
Today is my wedding "un" anniversary. It was one of the greatest, most beautiful days of my life. I can still smell my flowers, feel the satin of my dress. I remember the excitement bubbling inside during hair and make up when they delicately sat a crystal tiara on my head. I remember my heart leaping when I got in the limo to go to the church. There on the seat was a simple white envelope with my name on it. A love letter from my husband to be. I read it on the way to the church, holding back tears trying not to ruin my make up. I couldn't wait to walk up that aisle. I remember the priest binding our hands together in a gold embroidered cloth in a centuries old " hand fasting" ritual. Then came a movie star dip kiss at the alter, and the first dance...yes I remember all of it. It has the ability to stir deep love in my heart still. Love for the mere existence of it and the sensations it provokes. Gratitude for the experience I was gifted by Spirit and the things that my walk in that place for a time taught me.
The sun went down on that marvelous love story and the darkness came.
I suppose we are truly healed when we can think of the past with gratitude for its existence and no sadness, but only be more grateful for our present life.I have walked many places and been gifted many experiences that all weave together, to make the tapestry of my person. They all have a significance - they just ARE. And they are me. The sensations of my soul.
I now know darkness doesn't last forever - stars come out eventually. This knowledge fortifies my resolve to live and love everyday. It serves as a North Star to keep me looking forward and not backwards. There is one bright star that banishes any sadness I may have, and that star is gratitude! I am so grateful I had that day and that life for a time. It was really quite something. Some people never experience that kind of beauty and I was blessed to know it.
But we don't just live and learn from the "somethings" we live and learn form the "nothings" too.
We learn from the light and the darkness . My gratitude is equal for the dark times that came to show me this truth. Because now my fear of the dark isn't so acute. I understand that sometimes it is my friend and it is where the lessons lie. Lessons eventually revealed by the Stars.
Thank you Spirit and Angels for all of it - every minute I have lived thus far. I wouldn't change a thing about my life now . I'm happy and I don't want to miss a thing! Its a great ride!
In gratitude I honor that stellar day along with all of the amazing beautiful stellar days of my life! I'm so glad to be in this space now with honor for all of me and all the days of my life. All the joy and love I have known can only lead me to more of that. The best is yet to come!
Peace and love Georgia Rose
THE CORNERSTONE - November 18, 2018
I felt a beautiful energy shift yesterday. Let's call it a "CORNERSTONE". Clarity about the future suddenly wafted in. I woke up looking forward with a confident knowing and clear path. My long and arduous prayers for direction were quietly answered and overnight my questions were diluted to insignificance by the powerful answers. Suddenly doubt became part of a forgotten past, as it was thrown out the window of a car speeding down the highway towards the future. A future with a very clear and solid destination. It was as though Angels had prepared me as I slept with a solid, stronger foundation and readiness to get to work. I could envision their brightly lit Angel wings working in the night laying a spiritual foundation in my core to strengthen my resolve and faith. Had a beautiful spiritual road crew placed a cornerstone in my soul? Did Angels wear hard hats when they do construction? And how do they fit them over their halos?.
I am not sure of the "how" but I am sure of the shift. I am sure of the "IS". It is undeniable. I woke up changed. I am ready to get the job done that I came here to do on a much grander scale than previously perceived. Something created or unveiled a cornerstone in me that is giving strength and energy to the divine plan written in my soul. I do not feel daunted by any limits or doubts, but it is not a lofty feeling like I have been "chosen". It feels like we all are "Chosen" but not all realize their cornerstone. For some reason mine has been divinely uncovered. Perhaps my higher self knows I am ready and so it called in last nights divine assist. I don't need to know the how.
God knows. I have done grueling soul work and have been an eager student in this earth school. To encourage myself to sit in the lessons even when my ego makes them brutal is the way of a true warrior. It is not easy to sit in despair and grief and know that it will be for good reason. It is not easy to know it is never about the "other" and always it is about you. To release judgement and blame when you so want to project its tentacles on everything is an arduous task. To sit in your shit and wallow in its stench until you are washed clean by your own hand is to find peace in your soul and never fear being alone. It is in the binding and bandaging of our own wounds we find freedom. And that bloodshed and healing gives us the strength to tend another's wounds. It is all meant to teach us - lead us from the unreal to the real. It is in the painful shedding and loss that we find truth. Finally I am blessed with the cornerstone of mine.
I am encouraged by so many who have journeyed before me and by those who share the journey with me. I readily accept my assignment and can't wait to fulfill it. I am grounded in connection with Spirit. Spirit in all forms is buzzing about with my instructions. I KNOW WHY I AM HERE! Guides, Masters, humans, music, nature and my "Clairs" are all showing me the way with a quiet undeniable clarity. I can feel their cornerstone, my cornerstone inside of my heart and soul. It is brimming with zero point energy- the energy of creation the place where ALL life begins. It feels so right that I know it has been in me since my beginning. Created when I was created. My personal north star of grace from Spirit. Together in divine power we shall create and lay the first bricks of a wonderful sky scraper, and there is no doubt I am going to touch the sky. Love is overwhelming me as I work to bring my mission to the world. So stay tuned...
And I am curious has anyone else felt this shift? <3 Creativity with Spirit abounds - thank you Mars in Pisces and Jupiter in Sagittarius! And Spirit for creating such a beautiful world...
Peace and love Georgia Rose
Almost every major invention man has ever found had its seed in confusion or a question. Something must be misunderstood to make us think. I have learned to welcome confusion because it means that I am about to change something. The energetic wave coming in now has some of us questioning our beliefs about who we are and our future. We can change the future - it is done through awareness! The purpose of this energy is to reveal the places we are not in alignment with our best self. These misalignments will make us uncomfortable and push at us until the mission that resonates within our soul is revealed and the path to our best self becomes clear.
Doubt can lead us to expansion and education if we allow it to go to a higher octave instead of dwelling in its fear and suspicion. When we seek answers we have an opportunity to change our reality for the better. We must remember to reach up not down for answers. . As a collective race we are shedding the roles that we are "supposed" to be and rebelling against the things we "should" do that simply don't make sense for us anymore. Our comfort levels are expanding as we step into our personal truth of who we are and shed the leashes of conditioning that society and our family of origins taught us. Examples of this can be seen in the growing acceptance of unconventional relationships, gender neutrality, oneness among diverse races, psychic abilities being embraced, and spirituality beyond our 5 senses becoming main stream. All of these things expand our race and offer more opportunities for love to fill our hearts. Their seeds are in the questioning , the doubting, the seeking...
After all, what we are all seeking is more love, understanding and empathy right? We find answers in the doubts, we find the holy grail in our discomforts - when we face them with empathy and compassion for ourselves.
As our throats become unblocked we realize we want to be heard. Our words have importance and can spread love and be a magnet for the love we crave so deeply. As our fears rise up from bellies distressed and we feed them with a step forward we find them eased by decisions long avoided. It is action that is the antidote for paralysis and the magnet for positive change. As we allow our blind eyes to finally see connection and witness warmth in "new' ways, we find clarity of loves presence in the world. Clarity is a magnet for truth.
Finally, when our authentic words, actions and clarity touch our heart with love, positive change and truth we find purpose ignited within us more powerful than ever before. This great shift started with a doubt, a question, a seeking. All of which was a spark of contact with Creator to set in motion all that we are becoming. To embrace all our doubts and questions and bring them into light is to ascend to the higher octave of our life. We only need to travel this road with the intention of love and empathy as our constant companions. So take their steady hands to seek your truth... the outcome will be beautiful. Happy travels everyone. Sending love to all. <3Georgia Rose
For a few months earlier this year I struggled with anxiety and migraines. It seemed like this would often happen after doing readings or some psychic event. It put me in avoidance as I stopped doing spiritual work for a time out of fear . For those of you who know me, I am sure its hard to understand because I source my life from these connections so deeply. It was obviously not a joyful experience for me. It put me in my head too much and made me detached. I could feel my connection with Spirit but I was restraining it, so it was not as powerful as usual.
Remember that feeling when you were a kid in a big swimming pool. You loved the way the water felt, so fun and refreshing but you were afraid of the deep end? You swam around creating imaginary boundaries of what felt safe to venture towards and what didn''t. Soon you had a loop of how far you would go before you turned around. My meditations and Spirit connections became like that.
This was so unnatural to me! From the beginning of my journey when I found bliss and oneness I flew with Angels and spoke with Spirit without boundaries or hesitation. I gladly dove off cliffs in my mind to spread my wings without provocation happy to reach for Samadhi to deep water of Divine Bliss and enlightenment. I am an expert spiritual swimmer diving in to deep unconditional love with no fear and sourcing my life from it. But suddenly I was wading in a lukewarm kiddie pool and going home!
What was going on?
This went on for a couple of months in the early part of 2018. I knew it was partly a symptom of fragmenting myself to live in 2 worlds for a long time. A high powered career and a Spiritual Healer with a loving presence are difficult to merge without judgment and duality and burn out. I was well versed at being kind to myself and self care and as much non judgment as possible but we humans are conditioned to put everything in column A or B, good or bad, right or wrong, should we , shouldn't we! And we have many people around us more than willing to hand us a "rulebook" that although we know we should ignore, still stirs and triggers our instincts and emotions.
My journey thus far has taught me a lot about ego.. My earth bound life stuffed with lovable but competitive sales people is swathed in egos and the "unreal " stuff, I have learned to prevail by bringing in the "real" stuff- love, compassion, deep listening, wherever possible. Strangely what used to make me unpopular before, now when done with love is accepted and sometimes craved by others. Or maybe that's not strange at all....
So I knew this new challenge of mine with anxiety and migraines was coming from my ego. It was scared I might give up corporate life and its trappings altogether for a monastery in Tibet - it did seem the way I was headed.... I knew part of my ego hated that idea- it was too attached to the BMW convertible and my long blonde hair to trade it in for a donkey and shaved head! And while I acquiesced that I was after all human, I also berated myself and my ego as shallow and ridiculous and battled it to stop preventing me from my path. I thought of Pema Chodrun, the Buddhist Nun and her journey and reasoned I should be more like Pema - I bet she didn't have anxiety attacks! I fought hard. The anxiety got worse. I isolated. My ego was beating the shit out of me. I sat home every night and weekend alone with my ego the monster of fear. Struggling for my life and my future.
One day. my friend Terry. called and asked me to have a Reiki night for the ladies from Babylon Breast Cancer as I had done for 3 years and recently took a "hiatus" from. I couldn't say no. I scheduled one. That day around 3pm I started to get sick but I refused to cancel. Normally I would never do Reiki if I was sick but something inside me told me this was asymptomatic. I knew it wasn't real! My ego was pulling out every trick in the book. But I refused to cancel.
I did the Reiki Circle with helpers that night, my body aching but so connected to divine light I refused to give in. I was back where I belong flying with the Angels and in service to heal others. We had a huge crowd and had to do some people on the table and some in chairs. Finally everybody left and I took my temperature it was 101 and I was congested. Fuck you ego, I thought, you can kill me in my sleep, but I will still have this beautiful evening in my soul! And I went to bed.
The next morning I woke up feeling like I got hit by a truck but ignored myself - I went to work at my earth bound job. The anxiety attack started on the drive in. ... I started to cry. Enough was enough! How could I keep going on like this? Going from bliss and connection to these awful feelings of fear and painful headaches and now flu? It was too much and the battle between ego and soul was getting to me. I invoked the healing energy of the night before and I surrendered. I pulled over to the side of the road. I cried and I talked to God. All the duality came pouring forth - the please let me do my healing work and let me release this stupid ego and fear and help me not be so shallow and get rid of this illusion of security through things like a job.....you know all the stuff we are conditioned about as spiritual warriors to be. And I took a deep breath and I felt my ego rise up and the fear with it. And I started to get angry at it and myself again. Then I realized that was exactly the problem. The judgment and the anger as I "battled " this ego that was full of fear. "It wants love from you." I heard my higher self say.
WOW! I was fighting it so hard when all I had to do all these months was love it. That "it" was part of me. So what if it loved some things it was afraid to give up control of. Instead of working against it - give it what you crave the most - empathy Georgia! And I conjured up all the compassion and empathy I had given in my healings the night before and I gave Reiki to my Ego.
Yup - I sat there on the shoulder of the Sagtikos Pkwy having an epiphany. My ego was just like that little kid in the shallow end of the pool scared to venture out - it just needed a grown up to cling to a "Mom " or "Dad " to bring them into the deep end. Someone to love them and give them courage and show them there is nothing to fear. God put his arms around me and my ego and took us for a swim in the deep end that morning. He showed me nothing is wrong and we need to swim together.
I had a long talk with my ego as cars whizzed by us. I promised to love him and give him what he needs from time to time in a healthy way if he would step aside and let my soul lead the way. I promised to always take care of him and never think of him as an "it" to be battled again. Yes. my ego is masculine, formidable and filled with love and valor just like my soul which feels more feminine. Balanced, they work together now and I dare say they are unstoppable! I find myself more authentic than ever since that day. Stepping into who I am in all aspects of my life feels so free. My body is relaxed and my mind clear. I am not a Corporate Career OR a Spiritual Healer, depending on the time of day. I am all of those things all day, everywhere I go. The most powerful thing we can do is merge ourselves and stop fragmenting our lives into "acceptable" bits and pieces.Embrace what and who we are. By the time I got to work that day I had no fever, no aches and pains and I felt fine. My ego got my attention but it really wanted to be loved! Love enables our ego to release attachments and especially fear. So instead of going to battle with those parts of yourself give them love.
It is in understanding the sum of all we are that we master the ego. Giving ourselves permissionto be 100% authentic without separating ourselves into "appropriate boxes" opens us to the freedom of our full power to co create abundant lives in alignment with the universe. We can be assertive and driven and loving and Zen. Healthy integration and infinite power. We can be Zencuda.
Peace and love Georgia Rose
STOP THE CYCLE
He is separation and judgment. I am unity and empathy. He is reactionary, warlike,barking his fears on me. I am a silent unflinching fortress of self care.. Their fear no longer ignites mine. They are an abuser and I know both sides of that.
Persecution by another and by the self. The Dark Knight of dark nights. The bully and the healer. One strong and one weak. I can stay and let my ego fight you or walk away and let my heart win me.
Your sword is heavy, hurtful and black. Words are daggers chosen carefully to wound. My weapon is light- the brightest you have ever seen!. My compassion sees you bleeding but I can' t swim in your blood. If suffering has no purpose I can not engage. Self honor tells me this mirror no longer reflects me, I have cleaned up my mess.
This is my house, my life , my soul and I've earned them all, I fought the devil and back and carved every cell of clay in my body and soul to be who I am and I'm strong and I need to protect this beautiful masterpiece that I have created myself into being.
No One will ever dishonor this beautiful soul again. not me and certainly not you!
Sometimes a Turning Point isn't a grand gesture or big bang. It's finally hearing the quiet hum that's been strumming against your soul all along and deciding to bravely dance to it's tune. Authentic. Aligned. Turning towards truth. Ready. Excited. Standing in who you are meant to be. Insulated from destruction!
"Beliefs for healing" by Georgia Rose
I drove home tonight and watched the moon light up the clouds against the inky night sky. Like a slow moving headlight behind a wispy white curtain blowing in the wind, this big luminous ball would peak out from behind the veil and then turn dark again. It felt so powerful every time it emerged, I can't describe it. Instead of it feeling like a pull against my chakras as the moon normally does - it felt like it was giving me a push - emanating some sort of infusion. Like some force of nature looking down on us all and giving us some kind of energy, unexpected and raw yet beautiful and sturdy. Metallic and Mercurial, mutable, bitter, medicinal, fortifying and healing. Medicine. Harsh. Soothing. Full of revelation and relief. Comfort. The resistance I expected from myself was not there. I have learned enough about form and divinity now to trust my soul. "Allow it to move you- it's bringing you somewhere important", I thought. I drove on, looking up at this magnificent, living breathing force created by the same power that created me. And I felt deep connection with creation. Creator. "You are seeing and feeling this for a reason and it is unbelievably beautiful" , I told myself. So I focused on the sky, and I was filled with overwhelming gratitude for the universe, for the form that is me , for myself, for who I am, for my breath and for the golden flashes of knowing that run through my body when I feel God in moments like this. Up close and personal divine arms of my creator and Angels encircle me. I can feel all the lifetimes well up in my soul then - the real and the unreal spark electrical contacts on my DNA speeding through my blood until a wave of calm serenity washes over me . I am left with only the real then, it is always this way.
The passion and tangle of my eternal emotions runs wild and then finds home, the place where my God and I merge in the soul that is me. That is simply the way of us wild women - life goes easy when you accept and confirm that. It brings gratitude for this form, for this lifetime and the love that is me one with Him. Unconditional. Raw. Unchangeable. Permanent. All knowing. Eternal. Love. I drive on knowing when I get home I shall write about these emotions and truths and in their sharing others will feel this infusion of the moon amplified in their beings and be grateful. What a splendid gift of incredible light bestowed by the heavens! A riot of revelations meant to bring us somewhere. Power resonating in our cores. Feel the light and let it reveal your message as you meditate on Angels wings .....Thank you Taurus Moon. .. peace and love - Georgia Rose
COSMOLOGY- We all have our own study and truth about how the universe originated and where we come from. The sacred lens from which we choose to see the world is a personal one. These are historic times in the evolution of the human species and the intensity of our experiences are equaled by the voices we raise to profess our truths and tell our stories. It is all propelled directly by the cosmos. When Jupiter hit Scorpio last year truth was revealed and a collective started to spew their stories with unmasked vulnerability and raw emotion as we never saw before. As Uranus in Taurus works with Pluto in Capricorn to dissolve boundaries of all kinds, Chiron in Aries gives us permission to be individualistic and self focused. These energies combine to fuel the outcropping of personal stories revealed on a grand scale and the no holds barred tales of experiences with other dimensions that fill the pages of posts and blogs. People are speaking in light language and seeing light beings and aurus, our meditations are intense and our experiences with souls crossed over easier to grasp. Galactic energy is commonly felt and Astrology a deep curiosity. Our intuition seeks volumes of information as a higher power drives us to answers. Seemingly overnight we understand the deeper meanings of our cosmology as things click into place with sense and patterns we didn't see before. How beautiful are these times? A new age metaphysical renaissance.
What resonates with each of us is completely an individual choice based on the DNA that molded us at the zero point of creation in which we were incarnated. Thus a musician may be a sound healer, a mathmetician see world grid , an artist may be drawn to the patterns of life, Some may be shamans or see aurus or feel they are seeded from stars or activated by light codes. Other humans may resonate with Angels or Ascended Masters. Some are yogis and healers and some are Mediums and Psychics. One is no better than the other. One is not right or wrong anymore than a Muslim is better than a Catholic or a Jew knows more than a Mormon. These are simply our new religions brought by the evolution of a higher existence than just 5 senses. Organized religion originated as a way to explain our existence and alleviate man's fear of the unexplained and unknown. We have evolved to live beyond the 5 senses now. We have been shown our existence and creation by our direct connections with source energy - God. We no longer have a need for organized and simplified version of what we now understand to be truth. Our lens has shifted to a broader spectrum of color and light which leads us to more love and unity as a whole. We do not need fear to control us - we no longer need boundaries to separate us and give us false security. We are beginning to understand freedom is the needed ingredient to form truth.
We are free to be all the things mentioned above - seers and prophets and truth tellers and inspiring beings and we shout our stories with powerful intentions of love.
But our stories are ours and we must remember each of us has a different truth and a different lens with which to see the world. Perhaps the experience you hear of or read about is meant to open you to your awakening - not BE the something of your awakening. When we focus on what resonates within our body and soul we find our authentic self awakened. Someone else's story may sound like yours. They may be a messenger of higher learning or a powerful trigger for you. But I believe it is meant to ignite you to seek your own version of who you are. In that we are being led to heal through each other. Unified but individualistic. There are many out in the collective now who speak as though what is happening to them is the truth for all. No, it is their story, their picture through their lens. Just because they have had an activation or channel does not mean it is for everyone, sometimes that is so but sometimes it is just for them. The energy in the cosmos is constantly morphing as the planets are moving and so everything is constantly changing.. We are energy in motion E MOTION and all of our emotions are unique. As every second changes the second you were born and incarnated in to this universe is individually yours. The only soul with that energy is you. Therefore another's story or lens can not be exactly yours. I write and blog and vlog to inspire not foist my beliefs on another. It is my intention to get humans thinking to plant a seed. It is my hope that all humans live to full potential. Litsen to my stories and experiences and
Use it to inspire yours! Take what is happening in the world and in the cosmos and let it resonate within you - see it through your own lens. That is the dissolution of boundaries that forms our evolution and growth. Do not create more boundaries by believing in a box created by another. These are amazing times and should not be squandered on anything that is not truth in the highest form. It is not coincidence that social media and the internet has dissolved the boundaries of time and space across our universe. People in any time zone in any geographical space can look and see the same things at the same time. Does that not amplify these forms of communication and the messages contained to be an important part of teleportation? Absorb it all with Your Truth and Your Lens! And remember that ultimately whether its aurus or light codes or astrology or tarot cards its all about going within, doing the work between you and a higher source that created you. Don't get distracted by the tools of cosmology or the metaphysical world. Remember the reason for it all is to heal and understand our existence and do the work required to be a higher elevated human with more love and compassion for each other! <3. Peace and love - Georgia Rose
Some days we are lonely & scared & our anxiety is thru the roof. It is then we work a little harder to reach past it all to find the place our heart feels OK. Because we are survivors and we play on...! Music is always my go to. No matter what it has the ability to change the energy. I am so grateful that I hear the music. I am so grateful that I FEEL the music. This simple thought changes all.
#emapaths #pinkladies #tealwarriors#getupanddance #musichealsthesoul #yourneverold#lottalifeinthisgirlyet #beinspiring #belove#healtheworld #soulsistasanmistas
You Are never alone ..just look over your shoulder!
Today I'm just simply grateful! That I can lay in bed and scan my body and thoughts and know exactly what I need to do. That I can talk to Creator and Angels and hear their answers. That I can reach out to friends and feel love. That I can open my door and see the beauty of this day. That I can hear the music of mantras and songs that stir me. That I can simply be in the real and nothing else matters. Feel the real....* " beliefs for healing" by Georgia Rose
Several years ago I sat down to meditate and asked for divine insight into my life. What came prompted my study of astrology.
This was the channel I received:
WE ARE TO JOURNEY TOGETHER TONIGHT, TAKE MY HAND, MY POWERFUL HAND INTO YOUR WOUNDED PALMS. AND I WILL GIVE YOU LIGHT WHERE THERE HAS BEEN DARKNESS, A LIGHT BRIGHTER THAN ANY YOU HAVE EVER SEEN BEFORE. IT LIGHTS YOUR WAY TO A NEW WORLD. A WORLD OF PEACE AND UNDERSTANDING. ONCE YOU TAKE THIS JOURNEY THINGS WILL CHANGE FOR YOU. A TRANSITION IS ABOUT TO TAKE PLACE IN YOUR LIFE. IT IS YOUR DESTINY TO SEE THAT WHICH YOU COULD NOT BEFORE AND KNOW TRUTH IN ITS HIGHEST FORM. YOU WILL COME TO KNOW THAT THE ROAD MAP OF YOUR LIFE IS IN THE SKY. THE STARS AND PLANETS WERE ALIGNED JUST SO, AT THE EXACT MOMENT OF YOUR INCARNATION TO THIS LIFE, TO CREATE THIS MAP. IT IS THE CIRCLE OF YOUR LIFE 12 STOPS OF KNOWLEDGE TO THAT WHICH BRINGS YOU HOME. TONIGHT YOU WILL COME HOME WITH ME AND I WILL SHOW YOU THE PURPOSE OF YOUR CREATION. THEN YOU WILL GO BACK TO THE WHEEL OF YOUR LIFE TO MAKE RIGHT WHAT IS WRONG AND PUT LOVE IN ALL YOU DO. MASTER YOUR WHEEL , YOUR MAP AND YOU WILL MASTER YOUR LIFE.
AS ABOVE SO BELOW. THIS MEANS LOOK TO THE SKY FOR ANSWERS THAT ARE HERE WITHIN YOU. LOOK TO THE DIVINE PRESENCE WHO CREATED YOU AND THE EXACT ALIGNMENT OF YOUR BIRTH TO SHOW YOU THE WAY HOME. EACH MAP IS UNIQUE, NO TWO ARE ALIKE - YOU HAVE BEEN CHOSEN TO SEE. YOU ARE SEEING NOW AND ARE ABOUT TO SEE THINGS YOU COULD NEVER IMAGINE - ACCEPT THIS LOVE AND JOY AND KNOW YOU ARE WORTHY AND HAVE BEEN WORTHY FOR 1000 LIFETIMES. NOW TAKE MY HAND AND WE SHALL JOURNEY TOGETHER TO THE PLACE OF ALL.
The rest of the journey / mediation / channel is personal but you get the drift. I believe all spiritual beings should use their birth chart as a tool of understanding along with any other modality that resonates.
Follow your SUN! - Peace and Love - Georgia Rose
Sometimes people are mean. And we get deeply hurt, it’s like our heart chakra is crying. . Especially when those people are the ones we love and need love from.
We are all capable of those asshole moments when we lose our grip on right action and slip up and lash out or blurt something stupid. It lasts a minute or maybe two and then we are sorry and feel awful. We apologize and do whatever it takes to make amends. That’s part of the human experience. We need to become enraged or angry sometimes to get to a place of learning, of revelation and release. The love in our hearts corrects things through those emotions sometimes, like a storm that cleanses and blows away the debris. The aftermath shows us what we value. I have learned to accept this turbulence as sometimes essential for our growth. I’ve learned it’s all part of the flow. I try to keep things in a higher perspective during the bad weather. Just observe and let the rain splash against my window without getting too terribly wet. I have found the best way to weather these storms is to stay out of the win/lose of the lower chakras and avoid the fight. Stay warm and dry in the higher chakras where wisdom and compassion keeps you warm and dry.
But what about those humans whose anger is their go to emotion instead of compassion. You know the ones...they always seem to have something bubbling under the surface that you are afraid to set off. Or maybe they seem like a fine and wonderful person, but every time you try to talk to them or bring up a concern it’s ends up with them yelling at you and extolling all your faults and foibles. Every discussion you try to initiate becomes an “outburst” or attack on you.
Are some people just stuck in the lower chakras? Or are some people just mean? How much hurt should you take from them?
When is the juice worth the squeeze?
We all have the capacity to be the abuser and the abused, and we all have been at one time or another in one lifetime or another. I always feel compassion for angry people. It makes me sad that they don’t know the beauty of compassion and what it feels like to have the heart stirred by deep authentic connection and instead withhold that from themselves and others in their anger. I feel bad that they are stuck in the unreal and miss out on feeling what is real. Love.
Any opportunity to experience love that is pushed away by anger and yelling makes my heart contract in pain.
I think thats amplified since my battle with cancer years ago. When you face your own mortality you realize how precious every second for love is. You can no longer squander any of it. That wisdom makes it painful to see another do so.
Yes, even when someone is screaming at me, I often send them love. Reactionary people live in survival mode, always feeling threatened- that’s an awful place to be. You can’t love with a weapon cocked. You can’t reach for love with a closed fist. You can only take my hand and feel my love with an open palm. Paused for the fight is an awful existence. Scared, lonely and unable to see the remedy angry people keep lashing out.
Without softness, lacking compassion angry people think because they “want it” it should be. They get mad when it is not so. And the cycle repeats.
So how much anger is acceptable? How much crap should we take from our bosses, or spouse or friend or parents?
When is the juice worth the squeeze?
Peace and Love Georgia Rose
Maybe I have been a bit radio silent since last Friday. I found myself in need of a "catch up" with my soul. Astonishing synchronicity came unbidden and I found myself in movie worthy moments of larger than life emotion. My gratitude for them bid me to seek solitude where I reverently basked in the blessing of profound lessons. It was as though Spirit had gifted me a divine waterfall of wisdom and I desperately wanted to honor it by splashing around in its colorful waters by myself for a awhile.
Only now am I ready to come out, dry off and sit by the shore and talk for a spell. Because of course, these things are not for me, but for all and it is in the break out and the sharing of these breakthroughs that their significance is honored, acknowledged and given the momentum they were created for. Our experiences are given form not just to heal us, but to heal the world in the telling of them. Stories heal. Connection = Love. So, for you dear readers here is another Georgia Rose Connection <3....
For months I had been mulling over "churn" in my mind and allowing myself to feel where it had taken up residence in my body. "Churn"- the word I give to define those nagging unresolved thoughts that pop up destructively, repeatedly sometimes for years, now and again. You know, the neighbor you don't talk to, the sibling you have an elephant in the room with, the ex friend, lover, classmate, co worker, baby daddy, baby mama, spouse whoever... there is that "thing" you have with. It bothers you but you do nothing about it year after year. Maybe you tell yourself it's nothing or maybe you wonder about it a lot. Maybe it's someone who just cut you off and you don't know why or vice versa. It's the big ? the big question mark over your head that you live with.
How many question marks are churning over your head? "Churn" - the silent killer!
I have a lot of churn! Last week I eliminated most of it. I can only say miracles happen when it's time.
First, there were conflicts with 2 dear friends, one over the summer and another a couple of weeks ago. I decided to step into truth. Just call them up and speak, no BS,no excuses just come from love. I spent my Sunday resolving and repairing friendships. One over coffee at the diner and one on a marathon phone session. When our intention is love and not ego beautiful things happen. In the span of an afternoon I had 2 beautiful and valuable friends back. I realized its important to speak your truth simply with love, because you want to be love and nothing more. Just do it because you want to live your best life. Sincerity breeds sincerity. The day turned out to be filled with revelations and relief. There is beauty in the flow.
This fortified me. I started to think about other "churn" from long ago galaxies, far, far away. Things still lingering since before I was awakened. I thought about how my ex husband and I have bad blood, I thought about other girlfriends I don't speak to anymore and about ex boyfriends. I realized I loved each one of these people. And when I looked at the truth of each circumstance with no judgment either for myself or them that my love became deeper. I started to forgive myself and not feel guilty and in turn didn't care anymore about the past. I only cared where I was going not where I had been. And I wanted to go greater places than before.
I realized this "churn" was distracting me from being 100% energy in its purest form to do the work of my soul purpose. Churn was draining my battery and an obstacle to living my best life. Now, I don't know about you guys but I am determined to live my best life and reap as much joy and love as I can. I am NOT going to let my battery run down from any "churn'. That's like buying a ripped up lottery ticket. I intend to win at this life! Suddenly, I had to get rid of this "churn"!
There was a person in my life I had not spoken to in 10 years. Lots of animosity, to say the least. I woke up last Thursday and decided to go knock on their door and make things right.
Yup - out of the blue! I guess Spirit saw it was time. I think He has big plans for me. He doesn't want this churn clogging me up anymore. lol.
I was nervous and scared. But clearing my energy pathways to live unburdened was more important than any silly old dragons. I drove, I churned, I knocked.... I found myself having a truthful beautiful conversation with someone who had been a significant person in my life. I felt relief, release and love. I left that room feeling lighter than I had in a long time. A 10 year rift was resolved and healed. Wow!
But it didn't end in that simplicity.. Underneath it all, Spirit was orchestrating more. This person is friends with my ex husband. I hadn't thought too much about that when I was initiating my spontaneous reconciliation meeting with them. But the friend I had not spoken to in 10 years, would play a big part in orchestrating a series of events over the next 24 hours that would bring about tremendous healing for my ex husband and I. Unplanned, unbidden, completely random and natural and in genuine love without judgment. I won't go into detail here except to say that after 7 years my ex and I are in a good place now. Miraculously I can say things are OK. We dropped the rope to end a very long game of tug of war. I now accept truth without judgment. Thoughts of him are just love and gratitude for the energy we once were. And the intention of his good health and happiness emanates from my heart. There is no churn anymore.
One impulsive act on my part, to look up a person I had not spoken to in 10 years and speak my truth had a domino effect on something unrelated eating at me for 7 years. Who knew?
Never underestimate the power of Spirit and the web that connects us all!
Truth without Judgment is the most freedom the soul can ever know. I cried a river from my divorce, I cried so hard I didn't know a person could make so many tears. Last Friday, the tears of gratitude I felt upon knowing the freedom of truth with no judgment, were the deepest tears I have ever cried in my life.
I know what unconditional love is. To experience it in places you never thought possible is a miracle. It comes from our own heart. To have such for myself and others and to love as though nothing else matters, in a pure form without need of anything more than just simply loving, is the highest I have ever been. That energy will bring me to my best life.
I am content in a Knowing that I need nothing more than this truth of love.
There is more to come- more churn must be eliminated. More love must take form. I am free. Free to live the life I am meant to. Free to be my true self. Free to love. The last sentence when I wrote it brought the tears. Nothing saddens me more than when we prevent ourselves from loving.
Years ago my journey started with the first words I heard in meditation. "Put love where there is none"
It is a life long journey to do so. Just when I feel love all around there is another crack to be found where we must pour the energy of source and pure love into it. So much needs healing in this world. It starts with working everyday to fill our own cracks.
Our journeys are filled with question marks and "churn" blocking love from coming in. Only we have the power to set ourselves free by being brave enough to bridge the gaps. Speak our truth, set things right. Accept the truth of our cracks without judgment and pour unconditional love in them. In this we set ourselves free to love deeper and we truly become free to love. No longer distracted by "churn" We heal. In release and relief we find the truth of our soul.
Whose door do you need to knock on? Trust me if the intention is love, a beautiful experience awaits you.
Put love where there is none....
Peace and love , Georgia Rose
THIS IS FOR ALL MY SINGLE FRIENDS <3 . Be HAPPY DATING!
I was thinking back on the many relationships, dating and blind meet ups, I have had over the last 7 years. Prior to that my ex- husband and I were together for over 18 years. So, at first, dating was very uncomfortable, as you can imagine. I remember the first time a man kissed me. I was standing in a parking lot saying goodnight, when this very handsome retired Fireman swept me up in a movie star kiss. I had to restrain my arms from pushing him away while a voice in my head screamed at high volume "OH MY GOD SOMEONE IS KISSING YOU AND IT'S NOT YOUR HUSBAND!" Yes, panic set in that night!
It took me a long time to sit across a strange man at dinner and not panic. I found myself assessing each man and asking "could I live with this person for the rest of my life"? You can imagine that would be a bit heavy to be thinking on a first date, right? But it seemed sensible to me at the time. What the hell did I know about dating? Nothing. I only knew I had been hurt by someone I blindly trusted. It was for my own good to put these next candidates for my affection under very powerful scrutiny, or it could happen again. And there was no way I would survive that!
One day I recieved profound advice from a very wise friend. She told me it was important to observe a man on a date but do so by staying present. I tried it. I would see how he handled anger or frustration if our table took a long wait to be seated or there was no parking or someone cut him off in traffic. I observed his conversation- was it all about him or was he interested in me too. Was he supportive of my interests or did he dismiss them. Does he talk about family in a loving way or with conflicts and anger. Is he compassionate and polite or closed and abrupt. And when my mind started to race ahead and I began the " could I be with this guy for the rest of my life" scenario I took a deep breath and repeated to myself "You are just having dinner, let's focus on that".
Giving myself permission to stay in the moment and be an observer without judgement took away so much anxiety. I found myself really having a great time even when maybe the guy wasn't for me. I dated up a storm and had new experiences and met many interesting gentlemen - some who turned out to be very good friends. I definetly dated a lot at one point ( not to be confused with physical intimacy) because once I relaxed I was curious to see what life was like out there i the world! LOL Looking back my life was very enriched by experiences I never would have had if I was a long time married lady.
There were many lonely times too. Being single for many years is not an ideal situation especially for a Libra. It's in my nature to pair and at times loneliness ate me alive and I write about those years and that journey in my blog The Rose Blog on my website. But I realize that Spirit wanted that time in my life to develop me and teach me through relationship. And I needed to be alone for long blocks of space to do that. In totality all of it taught me to trust. Trust that Spirit and the Universe are putting you exactly where you should be. I found that when I used my situation and the times I was in to my advantage there were many opportunities to heal.
My long term singledom became a classroom in human behavior . Mine and theirs. It made me grow up more than I ever thought possible. I learned how to handle spontaneous situations. I learned my boundaries and comfort levels. I learned what rejection is and to never take it personal. (HUGE) Being able to say to yourself "he is just not into me" and walk away without feeling less than or not pretty enough or down on yourself in some way is very freeing. When you realize sometimes you feel the same way about him and step up and are able to speak your mind with kindness that is also very freeing. Because sometimes he is a really great guy but he is just not "your guy" and you can't pretend or play a role ever again. It is very powerful when you discover you are not "that girl" anymore and rising to the occasion is no longer necessary to prove anything. You look at yourself through your eyes only, not others and you become appreciative of your own magnificence. Suddenly you are comfortable in your own skin and you only do the things that feel right and good. With nothing to prove you discover that you really like yourself and dating and being alone teaches you much of that! .
This classroom also teaches me priceless lessons about our vibration and how we attract others. As I grew into a calmer more confident person the quality of men in my life grew more stable and strong. As I became more healthy, I attracted more healthy. When I was fearful or insecure I attracted the fearful and insecure. This is not just a theory but truth. As I grew within myself the caliber of my relationships and the men who came into my life improved. Each one better than the next. At one point I even joked to my friend after a painful break up - wow I can't wait to see who comes in next cause this guy was awesome. LOL. Dating also taught me what not to accept and not to compromise on what is important to me. I understand how my beliefs hold me together and I can't sacrifice them.
An example of this is I once had a boyfriend who broke up with me and partly blamed "my beliefs". At the time I believed and was heavily "into" Angels. Needless to say I let my connection with him go.
A couple of months later I met someone that I was very attracted to. One day he leaned in for our "first kiss" . It was magical, but then suddenly I felt him pull away and say "What the f--- was that"? I began to reply something stupid about our attraction and he said "NO. I just saw like shooting stars like colors fly past my vision when I opened my eyes and I was kissing you"...
Oh that ! "that's just my Angels ", I said. We gently laughed. But inside I was laughing hysterical at my Angels playing their favorite game of irony and whimsy on me. They were showing me the balance of the universe! All it requires is an open heart.
That guy took the experience in stride even though it shook him a bit- and for the rest of our time together he sometimes called me "Angel". And I enjoyed it. Ours was an important connection that eventually transcended to friendship.
And we can never have enough of those beautiful connections, Friendship transcends all!
I have so many stories and happenings like that. But the most important thing dating showed me is that I don't have to care about where somebody has been - only where they are going. Because the truth is I don't really care where I have been. I only care where I am going. So keep moving! It's all good and the best part may be the ride! Believe and trust that there is always something good coming. So just get out there and live full throttle! Oh and don't forget it's important to date yourself too!
Sending peace and love to all the single girlies and guys! Georgia Rose
I learned a very important lesson today. Today I learned about another facet of gratitude. We think of gratitude as an easy emotion, one that should bubble up from within effortlessly. But for some people authentic gratitude isn’t possible.
It was a sad lesson to learn. Or maybe sad is just one word, disappointment seems to be sandwiched in there. Yes, this lesson is sad and disappointing like most illusions are. I know broken illusions although painful, are the universe gifting us with an opportunity for a new reality but sometimes you need to shake your head clear before you can see that.
You see, my attitude is almost always based on gratitude and forward movement. Oh sure I stumble once in awhile and I may have a day of self pity after a particular nasty challenge but then I get up and I do. I create and conquer.
First off, because I love myself too much to stay down and be a victim. It’s boring and monotonous and I like adventure and building things. Second, if I stay a victim I’m in direct opposition to my nature and lifeblood, which is gratitude. So I self correct and can never stay down long. I want to be happy and in gratitude so I strive towards creation, future, movement joy. I can’t stay stuck , it goes against every cell in my body.
Some may read this and think oh lucky her she makes it sound easy!
Let me assure you my life has been anything but easy. Like many of you, I pulled my self up from horrific circumstances more than once in life. The fact is I fought so hard that I can’t go back to misery. I cherish my gratitude. I honor it as a living breathing thing because I had to fight so hard for it.
You can’t be miserable and feel grateful. And so I fight to keep my door closed against misery with all I’ve got, when it comes a knocking.
Today I learned misery has many forms. It does not have to be ugly or tragic. Sometimes it’s a friend you love, a heart you connect with, or family member you respect. Things start out great and your relationship is strong. Maybe they are a bit down on their luck so you extend a hand to help them up. It feels good to help and share with another. Maybe your paying it forward the way another once helped you. Your motives are pure you want nothing from them.
But then you hit a bump. They suspect your motives, after all, no one has ever been this kind to them before. You smooth things over, you work at the connection. But their doubts keep repeating, your motives questioned, their suspicions always aroused. They accuse you of not trusting them when nothing is farther from the truth. Finally, everything you say and do is twisted to suit their agenda to prove that you don’t trust them.
It’s sad. It’s frustrating. You begin to edit and censor your words, texts, emails, actions trying to prove your trust.
And then in a moment of clarity you see yourself in the mirror. And you realize you have broken your own rules. You are no longer free to be your authentic self..you are en edited sanitized version trying to keep balance where it is impossible. All for the sake of a connection, that suspects and accuses you regularly of ulterior motives.
You begin to see that other person is miserable. In their misery they can not trust, they have no gratitude for who you are to them . They simply don’t trust you. In fact they are afraid of you. Afraid you will disappoint them, afraid you will abandon them. And in that fear and misery and mistrust they end up driving you away.
And afterwards they are comfortable and more than relieved the connection is over because they get to be the victim. That is their starring role , they get to lick their wounds and it feels good to them. You are labeled a narcissist. Which makes sense only to them. They will cry and may even post a platitude about gratitude in their painful state. But the truth is not in their illusion but in your escape from it.
I know because I was them, Until I became me.
A me that knows you can’t be miserable and grateful. You can’t be a victim and a creator. You cant be powerful and powerless. You have to choose one. Strong people choose gratitude and powerfully co create with it.
Others stay in misery and can not truly feel gratitude. They become powerless over their lack. They blame everyone else for their situations and can’t seem to break out of cycles. Their energy is misspent on being miserable. My heart goes out to those people as I said I was them once. It a very painful and unconscious way to live. But we can’t hold on to a connection where we must fight for our trustworthiness to be recognized. We can’t be part of a manipulation that destroys our authenticity. We can’t allow another to steal our gratitude. We can only hope it finds them wherever they are as we send it their way without playing their game.
Yes today I learned to be steadfast in my truth. To Hold tight to my sincerity, even when I am misjudged. Today I learned sometimes harsh words are true words and that your soul grows bold when it speaks them. I learned that your light grows brighter when you are saving yourself. And that sometimes helping yourself before another is the right thing to do. You will know ...today I swear I heard the angels clapping! peace and love Georgia Rose
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose