I find myself silently observing patterns of my own behavior that have been in motion for a lifetime. This current energy, so intense has brought much to the surface and yet, now eases up a bit. But has it eased up, or just shifted gears to get us to our destinations a bit less worse for wear? Maybe the heavens just realized we needed a pit stop to inflate our tires and check the oil. As Venus and Mars form a quincunx this week the energy may feel less harsh and not as powerful, but I suspect it's just another illusion, served up by these strange cosmic forces. The summer of power seems to be dishing out surprises of a different flavor this week. It is curiously sweeter.
It's a free dessert that was sent over, but not on the menu. A tasty little surprise that tempts us to dig in. Honey to the bee! Even though we are not quite sure what it is going to taste like, based on appearance alone our intuition tells us to grab a bite and enjoy. This feeling doesn't come often, so lets relax and take advantage of it!
But there is no FREE dessert - everything has a price...
Don't think because things seem a bit less tense that nothing is going on. Karma is always in motion. Sometimes it is more powerful below the surface than when it is acting out above.
There is much brewing in this seemingly calm week. This energy is building for the Full Moon and eclipse on July 27th. Our lives are changing drastically this summer and for most of us this clearing and changing will lead to better things. Trust that!
In the meantime there is a tide flowing in each of us and although it may seem calmer over the next few days it is still moving and bringing debris and sand and memories and imprints and creatures to the surface. The tide has slowed not stopped, to give us the chance to observe what it is dredging. What parts of us are being made tender and what events hold messages for us. Swim with your guides and Angels to see what is in this water. Don't be afraid of its depth, the tide has calmed so you can see the bottom clearly and swim in it for awhile. Get used to what is there , take it out and play with it over the next few days. It will bring you clarity as you remember the past and integrate it with who you are NOW.
There in lies the work this energy is asking of us. To look at what and who we have been before and apply it to who we are now. It is only the now that matters. So let's use this window of clarity
to see truth and also to see our future. The future we will create for ourselves by releasing the past, forgiving ourselves and others and becoming stronger in this new light and calm waters.
The waters will rage again, but we will be better prepared if we have done this work to open our hearts further to be the warriors of our future. We can have it all, if we look at where we have failed to give it to ourselves and take back the power to do so.
Never did this become more apparent than yesterday.
Yesterday, I received some unexpected news about a very long close connection of mine planning on moving away in the future. I got panicky and sad and started to cry. I actually wanted to bolt! I was out with my boyfriend when I got the news and I just wanted to get away from him and be home alone. I was truly in a state of anxiety and trying to hide it so he wouldn't think I was overreacting. I just wanted to run somewhere and be by myself so I could process this unexpected development. I could feel the anxiety building, and my mind racing but I didn't want to show any of my feelings. His mere presence started to annoy me, I was so uncomfortable. I wanted to bolt!
By the time I got home I had resolved that these emotions were coming in rapid fire to show me something. Georgia, there is a karmic pattern here coming to the surface, what is it ... I asked myself. Why is your flight or fight kicking in, now? I put on some meditation music and started to cook dinner while my partner was in another room and outside picking veggies from our garden. I took a moment to breath and dive down into emotions that scared me. It was not easy - it was very uncomfortable. I wanted to ask my boyfriend to go home. I wanted to be alone. I wanted to have a big ugly cry and woah is me party. I realized this was my pattern. When I feel loss or the threat of loss I want to push people away , go home and isolate. Be alone, so I am not threatened by intimacy which always results in loss and more of this horrible feeling...a big huge circle of fear and loss , fear and loss... It comes from a life long Karma of abandonment and incredible grief.
I reasoned with myself that I didn't really want Chris to leave what I really needed and wanted was to go towards my fear and bring in love as its antidote. Have a nice dinner and quite conversation and feel our intimacy without fear. I needed to relax into the "real" which is love and stop denying myself the very thing - in fact the only thing that would heal me- love.
In my kitchen on a normal sunday as I cooked the sauce, I had clarity of such depth that it was in fact an epiphany - yes a break through. When you shut people out you feel dead. Fear deadens us! Numbs us and makes us empty. I lived in fear too long. I missed a lot of dinners. I sent a lot of people home. I didn't always answer the door. I didn't join in. I didn't participate in many things. Fear destroys us if we let it. It seeps in slowly until it controls us. That age old fear of people around me is tied to loss and grief. I thought I was over this. I thought I was filled with love, not fear. But here I was back in the sandbox with my old playmates. For a few minutes that made me angry. Then I forgave myself...and got on with it.
Georgia I told myself....".People will always come and go but if you push them all away in fear of loss you will never find the very thing you seek..love...someone who may stay. And even if they don't stay, so what ,open yourself fully to have it all while they ARE HERE other wise you are guaranteed nothing. Isn't it better to just be in life full throttle than running away from everybody all the time?" Enough is enough.....And I relaxed and I had a beautiful simple dinner with someone that I was going to send home. We laughed and snuggled and watched TV after and it felt like a life. Yes, life. A life I once blocked for many years.
This weeks energy is about what is happening under the surface. KARMA IS IN MOTION! As Mars is still retrograde and the moon is lining up for a huge event on the 27th the tides within us are building. But use the calm of the next few days to look below the surface at what is starting to churn within you. This energy of the cosmos provides love to shed light and reconcile our Karma. Our lives are changing and we need to actively participate in those changes to create our future. Do not allow the changes coming to spin your life out of control.
This week the summer of power shows us that we have the quiet yet powerful strength to shift our perceptions. It does this to get us ready for the bigger changes coming. So observe what comes up with love and don't push it down. Take it out and reinvent it as a cog in the new wheel that moves your life forward. Venus and Mars are showing us what we truly value and the love of those things is deeper than these old patterns and gives us the power to change our Karma. Peace and love Georgia Rose
A few days ago I was doing my chores and I was preoccupied about relationships and people in my life when I heard a voice. Yes, sometimes it happens like that - randomly...my higher self or one of my guides or an ascended master steps in to the conversation. They assume they need no invitation, after all they are pretty much in charge. So it was, as I was letting Sparky out and closing the sliding door, someone said "Oh Georgia, stop doing things that make your soul cry".
Hmm, never thought of it like that before... but I guess ultimately we are in charge of our choices and actions right? So, why can't we stop making wrong turns, why can't we just stop our patterns and poor choices? It should be easy not to go down the same slippery slopes we know cause us pain or to get stuck in hurtful cycles.
And yet, we too often find ourselves in detriment or deprivation only to realize "we did it again"! What drives us to make the same mistakes big or small?
It is hunger. Thirst. Emptiness. That is the root cause of our negative patterns. That's what the voice of my guides said to me. "Ouch" that stung my ego...
We don't like to admit that, it's not fashionable, weakness never is. After all we are supposed to be healthy and full and we strive hard to appear that way to the world.. Like when we lie to the Doctor about how much we exercise or to ourselves about the cigarettes we don't smoke or drinks we don't take. It's all a game to hide our holes, our soft tender parts that ache for some fill. And so, where we can not admit these holes exist - we can't fill them with proper care and feeding. Instead our illusion of what nourishment is, becomes the crap we pour into them time and time again when what we truly crave is the healthy fill to nurture us into wholeness..
Have you ever come home from a long work day and you haven't eaten all day? You are starving and the whole way home your mind is on what you are going to make for dinner. But as soon as you get in the house your hands are on the junk food in the pantry and you have a spoon in a pint of ice cream! A starving person will eat anything! And so when we are starved for love or affection, acceptance or approval, attention or desire, is it any wonder we end up in a place less than desirable. When we are full we don't consume junk. When we are full we don't crave what is not good for us. When we are full we are less likely to be tempted by those poor choices. A full person makes healthy choices and feels whole from within. Full people don't grasp for the toxic snacks and people and situations..
That is why SELF LOVE is so important and has to be the main ingredient of our diet. Its hard to make it, sometimes its hard to find all the things that go into the recipe. But that is the most important work we have to do in this world. We are here to love and be loved. To put love where there is none- and that starts with filling our own holes. When we live full we love more and the reward is a better life. A life where we no longer make our soul cry. So today let's take the first step to creating that life. Ask yourself what do my empty places really need from me? Stop reaching for the junk and instead reach for what you will truly value. Fill yourself with love from Spirit and the people in your life who are good for you! Step up and be your own best friend and end the cycles of hurt and deprivation you keep putting yourself in. There is a world within you that loves you - connect with that and let it fill all your cracks! Peace and love Georgia Rose
HOW MUCH SHOULD YOU OPEN YOUR HEART TO ONE THAT IS CLOSED?
As the current energy transforms some of us into an awakening of an open heart we find our thoughts centered less in our heads and more in our emotional body. We are becoming deeply feeling and less judgmental of those around us. More loving and more forgiving than we have been in the past,we become determined to find and create our own happiness and joy via the heart center of us.
But an uncomfortable by product of this, is that as our heart opens so does our ability to see truth, all truth. Sometimes the truth of another's heart no longer resonates with us once we are opened as never before. Yes, dropping in to our own authenticity often reveals others falsity or lack. We see where someone is hard hearted and cold and closed to love. Perhaps love has become a manipulation or detriment in that relationship. We have no judgment of them, and we can reason that they are acting out their wounds and defenses from their own karma as we all do and even this makes us compassionate. But our open and pure heart is now able to see where love has been intellectualized and has become a bargaining or arrangement.
While we are ready to love from a new place of understanding and emotion inside of us, there is much that still lives in the old house we built. We want to give more love to ourselves and are less willing to share in a less than deserving relationship, but there is love there too. So, How much should we give to these old connections that now fall short of our new desires?
We can't drag someone kicking and screaming to awakening. We can't abolish someones fears of love by loving them harder. We can't make someone secure by promising eternity. We can't make someone kind by being kind to them no matter what. We can't make someone truthful by always being honest. We can't make someone generous by giving them everything. We can't make someone affectionate by hugging them tighter.
And yet our newly opened and deeply loving heart wants to do just that for this person. But we want to give all that to ourselves now too.
What is the answer?
The answer is simple and like so many simple things, it's implementation is very hard. . We are often told don't let your heart rule your head. But I have come to believe that is exactly what must be done. When we drop into our heart and listen the higher self speaks. The being within that knows all comes to life and shows us the way. Call it conscious, intuition or emotion but we must listen to our heart above head.
Our heart will never let us love to our detriment like our head does because the ego resides in our head. Its cluttered with all kind of junk and noise. Our head tells us we need things and puts us in lust and power struggles. Our head makes us need the last word, our head makes us wait till the check clears and kids grow up and Mom gets better, and the dog heals. Our head tells us we won't find another or can't disrespect our parents or must tolerate our children. And so we find ourselves screamed at or neglected or bullied or unheard or deprived or abused by someone we are afraid to be without or afraid to confront. Why? Because we are patient and loving and kind? No that's is not why. It's because we are letting the fear in our head overrule the love we have in our hearts for ourselves. That fear keeps telling us we can find love in places where love does not reside.
Our open and deeply loving heart knows this truth. When we drop into it the answer is revealed. It is in the power of unlimited love for ourselves that we become powerful! We stop judging ourselves and our choices and become courageous enough to change them. And it is only by doing so and loving ourselves in a healthy way that we teach others how to love us deeply and authentically. As soon as we treat ourselves differently thus we are treated. By giving to ourselves all the love in our hearts that we have given away to others we begin to receive it from others too. By giving ourselves what we desire and deserve we receive it from our universe.
So HOW MUCH SHOULD YOU OPEN YOUR HEART TO ANOTHER WHO IS CLOSED? As much as is healthy without bringing dishonor to yourself. Nothing is more important than honoring ourselves. Nothing! The universe directly responds to this. If we treat ourselves like crap or allow ourselves to be treated badly the universe gives us more of the same. If we treat ourselves lovingly and kindly the universe gives us more of the same. We can be kind and loving, but never love to our own detriment. By using our open heart to see the truth of where we should be and what right action is we become masters of this. Soon we are practicing and creating a life that is balanced in what we desire and deserve. In this we bring more love and joy into our lives. Our living example is the vibration that helps those who are closed to open their hearts more fully. Preserving our honor and self love becomes even more important when we realize how greatly it effects not just us but the collective of all humans. That is so beautiful to think about and why it is so important for us to do the work we need to heal and become love. So make the effort to listen to what resides in your heart and deeply feel on an emotional level instead of in the brain. I'll bet the answers come easier!
I send the intention of peace and love to you all as we ascend during these retrogrades and energy transmutations of the heart. May you travel from head to heart and find the truth and connection of your higher selves with gentle ease! Namaste" my friends Peace and love Georgia Rose
I am clearing and climbing out. Heavy but light. I have walked through yet another tunnel. I am in a lush forest with things I have never seen before. All better than anywhere I have ever yet been. My footfalls are not lonely. I have two feet - like quiet companions holding hands in silence. They step one beside another never faltering. I am my strongest soldier, most steadfast supporter and bravest defender. I am alone, yet, not separate. I feel other hearts in the world beat against mine and I know there are many like me in this same beautiful space. Coming home.. this is coming home to me. The trees are greener and the air sweeter. Stars twinkle above even though it is daylight. I look up in awe and on the blackboard of my sky is written my lesson freshly learned, an open letter from the stars to those who dare to look up....
"DEAR PEOPLE of MY UNIVERSE: When we set boundaries that support our own self love and growth and decide to no longer allow another to dishonor, or be unkind to us that is not judgement. It is discernment. It is love. Love for yourself to honor the divine being that you are and love for the other. By no longer participating in a negative cycle that effects both your souls and karma you are giving love to yourself and them. Some may call you "holier than thou" , and label this as "high road bullshit" , that is their judgement of you and it is none of your business and only their journey. You see judgement makes something good or bad, positive or negative, the result is to condemn or deny. Judgement feels bad. Discernment feels good. Discernment is nourishment, truth and growth. Stay in your discernment and nourish your soul."
I smile at the lesson as gratitude wells up in me. My soul loves to eat, and I've just had a sweet!. And that is why I move on, move up and keep turning, turning towards the light. Always, looking this way and that for the nourishment light brings. I grow stronger and keep reaching for this beautiful life. Like antique silver that you keep polishing and turning over, the patina of my soul gets more remarkable with each swipe of the cloth against it. I take inventory and clear the tarnish with great care and my own loving hands until I shine again! Golden light full of promise reflects back to me then, in all different ways as synchronicity takes flight. Discernment brings the clearing of debris that gives space to see beautiful masterpieces. The perfectly timed opportunities, great loves, open hearted connections, like hearted friends, natures beauty and bounty, deep listening, doggy kisses, cool pillows and warm breezes, refreshing water and indulgent massage, children's innocence and wise old wisdom, birds song and raindrops on our tongue.. All the things of life that go unnoticed and we miss, when we are in the tunnel, in the judgement, tarnished and dull, come forward in Presence.
Allow No one and nothing to tarnish your existence and dull your experience of this beautiful life. Others should nourish our life and show us more beauty. Yes, Instead of thinking about another's unkindness tell yourself this: I have important work to do and so I will leave behind their tunnel and come into the light. Maybe one day my love or that of another will be a light that helps them find their way out too. Maybe one day we will polish our silver together. But I will never stop polishing mine and if I hang out by you, I too will tarnish. Light was meant to shine. So look behind those clouds , walk through the tunnel, discern who should be walking with you and who tarnishes your light. Only look up and ahead at the light!
Thank you 7 planets in retrograde and Mars square Uranus you have taught me much today! Peace and love Georgia Rose <3 <3
Sometimes we fall from Grace. Sometimes the world annoys us and casts us adrift and we don't even know why. Maybe its Mars retrograde or Saturn conjunct our something or maybe we are just working through our "stuff". We are human after all and that condition often means we tend towards duality, seeing things good or bad, positive or negative. I think of it as the see saw effect. We can't stay on top all the time. What goes up must come down. We can't avoid it, We can only hope it is a gentle landing instead of a kerplunk. So a couple of days ago I landed. It was more of a kerplunk.
I was tired and overwhelmed, like I said maybe it was the retrogrades or maybe it was this sometimes overwhelming thing called life, but I became negative. Not like me at all - and I was too tired to realize it. Burnt out from this intense summer of self analysis ad naseum I could no longer indulge in deep awareness. I was cranky and tired of people and their less than nice behavior. I became judgmental and well dare I say kind of bitchy! Yes me! Hard to believe eh? A close friend advised me to check myself, with a gentle reminder to be careful what energy I put out. I could not see what she meant.
My mind was depleted,and my heart was tired. I was worn out, like a teddy bear that got thrown in the bathtub, my fur was matted and the mirror was fogged!
When she and I hung up the phone I could tell it wasn't a good conversation but I felt clogged and spacey so I just tossed it to Spirit and asked Him to show me why I was feeling thus. It didn't take long before I felt my heart stir back to life with gratitude that my friend loved me enough to watch out for my Karma. And just that bit of positive light started to turn me around! Sometimes the words don't get thru but the mere intention of the action breaks the dark and it brings a bit of glitter, that otherwise you would have missed. Gratitude will do that it can catch even the tiniest bit of light.
Shortly after that phone call I had someone coming for a reading, and as I always do before hand I meditated.. I felt much better as I felt my vibration rise. Now in a higher frame of mind, I was thinking about my friends phone call and the love it was intended with. I realized I was not paying attention to my spiral into negative energy. I was careening down a slippery slope, when she cared enough to tap my brakes. It made me happy that I have surrounded myself with such a fine person as that.
My client came and we had our reading, which was most amazing! My client was a very high vibe enlightened individual who I had never met before. A truly beautiful soul! I felt privileged to read her energy and deliver healing messages. Much of what we spoke of was healing to me as well. It is usually that way. Messages are not always just for clients sometimes there is a lesson from Spirit for me as well. Synchronicity came rapid fire as words resonated deeply. "Another miracle in my living room, thank you God", I thought to myself during the reading! . As I conversed with Spirit and my client, my mirror cleared, my fur perked up. I hugged myself because I needed it. I accepted my soft and jagged spots and gave the love to myself that I often give away. I felt nourished and replenished and once again in the light and positive place that I live in. When the client and I hugged goodbye I could feel the love of Spirit wrapped around my heart and was beyond grateful for the connection.. The meeting was a gift.
The reading was done psychically with no cards but after the client left I was compelled to draw a card from an Angel deck I keep on the table. ..and the card I chose said watch for a miracle coincidences are divinely inspired and a higher power is guiding our lives!
. A beautiful kiss goodnight from a constant source of light that never dims even when ours wanes. We just have to pay attention! Peace and Love - Georgia Rose
Thoughts from the SHOWER:
My hands are shampooing, but my mind is conditioning. I am still reflective after this summer of 2019 and its historical astrological retrogrades. The season of turning and twisting planets, of shadows and light, is still creasing my brain and stirring my heart. The energy is eclipsing my thoughts as though I am a partner in the dance of the moon and sun. I think it will always be that way no matter what the time of year. I know each season of my life has its own curriculum and since I am graded on growth, I best pay attention.
But, this paying attention thing can get tricky. Like shaving your legs over mosquito bites, you must look ahead. We often don’t see very far, we worry too much about the obstacle in the way.
I’m reminded of the time I was 9. It was a hot August day and my Dad was driving back from Montauk. I was squeezed in the back seat of the Buick between my 2 sisters. Dad suddenly pulled over at a scenic spot and my sisters and I bolted spontaneously for the ocean. They were 10 and 12 years older than me and so brave! They played with the waves and weaved and dodged. I was scared, the waves were so big! I focused on the huge white tops and the motion of them as I followed my sisters across the sand. I could not look away or be left out! I stared at the big wall of water in front of me and knew it would swallow me up – and of course as soon as my little feet hit the water that was exactly what happened. Pulled under and drenched but saved by my older sissies! Whew!!
Sometimes we pay attention to the wrong thing! We get carried out on a wave, tossed around a bit and aren’t sure where else we should look. We are focused on the churning, the helpless feeling and all we can think about is the panic creeping in. Without direction, the wave can possess us then and take all our focus. Soon we are struggling against it not seeing anything else in our line of vision. We tell ourselves this is where we need to focus, or we will drown. But the thought we are obsessed with steals all our power. And we fixate on the wave and not letting it get the best of us. But whether we are 9 or much older it will get the best of us, if we focus on nothing else! The best thing we can do is pay attention to what is past the wave, focus on the other side of it, and how we can get there.
Sometimes we pay more attention to the obstruction,instead of looking past it.
Standing in the shower, washing my face I open my eyes. I wonder if my dog has joined me in the bathroom or is elsewhere making mischief. I look out the shower doors. One side of the door is foggy and spotted with rain. The other crystal clear so I can see past it.
Wow! I look through the clear side to see if Sparky is there. And my brain clicks like watch gears in place. I've just had a synchronization....an aha moment...
We Choose which side we want to see! Clear or foggy, real or unreal. How different the scene is when we Look past the obstruction, to see there is more! Clarity!
As I dry off I am in gratitude. Thanks Spirit! I get it! We can’t get to the life we dream of, if we focus on the things in our way. We must see past the obstacles and things that obstruct our view. Be far sighted! Everything has 2 sides. One is distorted and confusing and foggy and obstructed. The other one is clear and open and easy. We choose what we look at. We choose our focus. The wave or the other side.
This paying attention is tricky. I must pay attention to what I am paying attention too. Wow, great shower! Peace and love Georgia Rose
I learned a very important lesson today. Today I learned about another facet of gratitude. We think of gratitude as an easy emotion, one that should bubble up from within effortlessly. But for some people authentic gratitude isn’t possible.
It was a sad lesson to learn. Or maybe sad is just one word, disappointment seems to be sandwiched in there. Yes, this lesson is sad and disappointing like most illusions are. I know broken illusions although painful, are the universe gifting us with an opportunity for a new reality but sometimes you need to shake your head clear before you can see that.
You see, my attitude is almost always based on gratitude and forward movement. Oh sure I stumble once in awhile and I may have a day of self pity after a particular nasty challenge but then I get up and I do. I create and conquer.
First off, because I love myself too much to stay down and be a victim. It’s boring and monotonous and I like adventure and building things. Second, if I stay a victim I’m in direct opposition to my nature and lifeblood, which is gratitude. So I self correct and can never stay down long. I want to be happy and in gratitude so I strive towards creation, future, movement joy. I can’t stay stuck , it goes against every cell in my body.
Some may read this and think oh lucky her she makes it sound easy!
Let me assure you my life has been anything but easy. LiKe many of you, I pulled my self up from horrific circumstances more than once in life. The fact is I fought so hard that I can’t go back to misery. I cherish my gratitude and honor it as a living breathing thing because I had to fight so hard for it.
You can’t be miserable and feel grateful. And so I fight to keep my door closed against misery with all I’ve got, when it comes a knocking.
Today I learned misery has many forms. It does not have to be ugly or tragic. Sometimes it’s a friend you love, a heart you connect with, or family member you respect. Things start out great and your relationship is strong. Maybe they are a bit down on their luck so you extend a hand to help them up. It feels good to help and share with another. Maybe your paying it forward the way another once helped you. Your motives are pure you want nothing from them.
But then you hit a bump. They suspect your motives, after all, no one has ever been this kind to them before. You smooth things over, you work at the connection. But their doubts keep repeating, your motives questioned, their suspicions always aroused. They accuse you of not trusting them when nothing is farther from the truth. Finally, everything you say and do is twisted to suit their agenda to prove that you don’t trust them.
It’s sad. It’s frustrating. You begin to edit and censor your words, texts, emails, actions trying to prove your trust.
And then in a moment of clarity you see yourself in the mirror. And you realize you have broken your own rules. You are no longer free to be your authentic self..you are en edited sanitized version trying to keep balance where it is impossible. All for the sake of a connection, that suspects and accuses you regularly of ulterior motives.
You begin to see that other person is miserable. In their misery they can not trust, they have no gratitude for who you are to them . They simply don’t trust you. In fact they are afraid of you. Afraid you will disappoint them, afraid you will abandon them. And in that fear and misery and mistrust they end up driving you away.
And afterwards they are comfortable and more than relieved the connection is over because they get to be the victim. That is their starring role , they get to lick their wounds and it feels good to them. You are labeled a narcissist. Which makes sense only to them. They will cry and may even post a platitude about gratitude in their painful state. But the truth is not in their illusion but in your escape from it.
I know because I was them, Until I became me.
A me that knows you can’t be miserable and grateful. You can’t be a victim and a creator. You cant be powerful and powerless. You have to choose one. Strong people choose gratitude and powerfully co create with it.
Others stay in misery and can not truly feel gratitude. They become powerless over their lack. They blame everyone else for their situations and can’t seem to break out of cycles. Their energy is misspent on being miserable. My heart goes out to those people as I said I was them once. It a very painful and unconscious way to live. But we can’t hold on to a connection where we must fight for our trustworthiness to be recognized. We can’t be part of a manipulation that destroys our authenticity. We can’t allow another to steal our gratitude. We can only hope it finds them wherever they are as we send it their way without playing their game.
Yes today I learned to be steadfast in my truth. To Hold tight to my sincerity, even when I am misjudged. Today I learned sometimes harsh words are true words and that your soul grows bold when it speaks them. I learned that your light grows brighter when you are saving yourself. And that sometimes helping yourself before another is the right thing to do. You will know ...today I swear I heard the angels clapping! peace and love Georgia Rose
Something to be careful of... Some people create fires then act shocked when they are burned. Then they take to social media to get validation for their victim status. They tell one side of a story to get the reaction required to feed their victim stance. They don't care what effect this has on the person they vilify. In fact people love negative. Negative posts will get much more attention and comments than positive ones. And so it becomes a form of control and abuse. As the comments continue to stack up in the posters favor insulting the person they wrote about the poster is more and more validated and feels good so they keep doing it. They don't have any regard for anyone but themselves.
I ask you isn't it a contradiction, a hypocrisy that while making themselves appear kind hearted and loving by the distorted content of the post - the mere fact they are posting thusly shows their true intent to hurt and disparage another?
Shouldn't we as open hearted and loving individuals observe which bus we get on before we travel an injurious road. In looking at a one sided post are we taking sides? Are we commenting on a "story" ,a distortion or an actual happening?
And why does no one ask what actually happened.
I have lived over half a century. One thing I can tell you with great certainty is that no one "attacks without provocation".
While it is a choice to act or retreat no one does either without a trigger, a push or a reason of some kind. If someone is burned chances are they started a fire or at least had a hand in throwing some kindling in the stove. Facebook is both a bully's and a victim's dream platform. It is a place where we can incite sympathy or anger at the click of a button.
When I first joined FB I vowed to use it to promote positivity, wisdom and/or humor in a lol at myself way. I think I have done that.
I don't live my life on FB. You rarely see personal pictures of me with loved ones except for friends now and again. Rarely is there family or boyfriend photos. Its just not my style. I am a private person trying to function in acceptable parameters of social meter. I have learned what is acceptable to me. I do not post out of boredom or loneliness. I try not to post simply for validation. I live my life through my own two eyes I don't have a need for anyone elses eyes to be on me for no productive reason. I especially don't need to come here for sympathy, or negative reinforcement. I come here to be fun, lighthearted or stir hearts with my writing. I come here to educate with astrology and Spiritual theories. If I post a grrr type of post I try to make it funny in a relatable way so maybe we can learn from each other. I never specifically post about a person.
If I do mis step and post something that is not entirely positive or just plain stupid I delete it pretty quick.
I am private but truthful. If there is anything you want to know just ask. I will tell you if it's none of your business. I will tell you if I screwed up. I will tell you if I did a great job. I will tell you if YOUR screwed up..lol. But I will always tell you the truth. There are things the whole world on FB does not need to know. there are things my friends do need to know. There are things my friends already know. I am ballsy and compassionate, harsh and gentle, kind and sharp witted. Devoted and completely irreverent. Im driven and focused and will alternate between telling you to get out of my way and stooping down to carry you.
My Scorpio moon sometimes sting. My Sag humor will have you in stitches and my Libra heart will always keep score and see your side too. It's all fair and balanced and usually motivated by love. But I have boundaries. Don't walk across my fire and cry when you get burned.
When another chooses to attack and disparage me and make me a vilain by distorting the truth or maybe I should say by posting "their" truth, I don't respond. Th best we can do is send love and shine on!
I will simply let the essence of me and and the love I stand for be the answer.
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose