PERSECUTION: So many of us feel this energy rising now as we engage patterns of a circular nature that all lead to the same energy. It seems while the situations in our life differ the feelings and emotions are the same. We feel persecuted, restricted , held down. For many of us relationships especially are taking on the patterns of childhood experiences where we were abused or stifled or sometimes both. And by relationships, I don't just mean romantic but all partnership and relationships. In many ways these harsh karmic patterns are surfacing in our current lives to empower and heal us but also to clear many generations of karma.. They are dredging the bottom of our souls until we feel gutted and purged.Of course before we get to that state of reconciliation there is anger and upheavel and imprisonment in the emotions. Again the cycle I have been referring to in previous posts - the breakdown>breakthrough>breakout. 
I am reminded today that these patterns of persecution indeed do go back farther in our lineage than we sometimes understand and clearing them is made all the more difficult as the dredge scrapes deeper.  Generational trauma, welded deep in our soul is knocking for attention.
Two years ago I had a reading and soul song written for me by the amazing Rick Batyr. It was life changing and empowering beyond description, but of course gut wrenching before the empowerment stage. Again the triangular cycle of break out...is never easy. It came out during the reading as we meditated together, traveling into the Akashic records, that I was Joan of Arc in a previous life. Now when we say things like that let me clarify it. I prefer to say, I align with the lifetime and energy of Joan. Since time is  all happening at the same time, many of us were and will be Joan of Arc. Someone is her right now. But that discussion is for another post .... Back to matters at hand. ... So the energy of Joan and I merging in a past life, came through and I immediately began to feel her and the persecution of her and it related to my story. I began to cry and feel a heavy heart. But Rick said, " I feel her incredible strength and the love she had for her people". The emotions I was feeling immediately flipped over. That reading became a catalyst for my healing and break out of a very deep Karmic pattern. I worked for a months to reconcile that energy and when I came through the tunnel it was a rebirth and remembrance. The persecution , the not being heard, the voice silenced, the imprisonment , the voice refusing to be silenced, the call to arms for a belief, the tenacity of complete faith in God.. the strength and courage even as I was walked to my funeral pyre...all of Joan was experienced by me. And I aligned completely with her.
For those of you who do not know the story...Joan of Arc was a french girl in her teens who heard the voice of God compel her to lead France to victory during their war with England. With absolute belief in this voice she was able to convince Prince Charles to allow her to lead an Army. ( a girl of 15) and she won the battle. Eventually she was executed by Anglo French forces and burned at the stake for witchcraft and heresy. You see in the 1400's anyone who heard the voice of God was deemed a heretic, unless you were a Priest, who were thought to be divine. That is how the church controlled people and all things, if you wanted to speak to God you did it only through a priest, no one else was worthy of speaking to God.  Poor Joan who heard God's voice was labeled a heretic .
That reading with Rick and the soul song he composed for me are with me still. I honor both Rick and myself and that shared epiphany brought to us by Spirit- by bringing the energy of Joan into my life regularly. She is not only one of my guides and an energy that inhabits my soul but she is my strength and often my inspiration and champion. Many times while in challenge I let the energy of my dear sweet Joan wrap around me and she works with me, a powerful spirit of deep abiding love and strong courage. Her absolute knowing and trust in our creator is more solid and unwavering than I can describe . To have a piece of her within me is a super power and a blessing. 
This is just one example of how deep the Karma playing out in our current lives may be, and how deep the Karma of our many lives and ancestors may be within us.
"My " dear sweet Joan is not mine alone..she rides for all of us in the Spirit of truth and knowing, free for all eternity. She rides across heaven with her sword of light, touching each of us with the warriors heart and infusing us with our super powers. The woman who was burned at the stake for much of what we lightworkers do today is our champion. Honor her with our break outs, tell your stories let the power of Joan guide you as I have. She is my ancestor, my soul and my light and courage. I honor her energy within me through this work. The work she never got the chance to do...
 Sing your soul song and ride into your life victorious and bold like the beautiful Joan! 
Peace and love - Georgia Rose

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Breaking out! We all have our stories- the ones we tell and the ones we would rather die 10,000 painful deaths before telling. As painful as breaking down and breaking through our fears to truth is, often the most painful part is the break out. Our fear of judgement and ridicule at sharing our experiences can leave us paralyzed in a life of pseudo truth and half reveals that never allow another to truly know us or learn from our heavily trod karmic footprints. I often speak of the breakdown>breakthrough>breakout process. Why? Because it is the triangle that gives us our foundation and reveals the purpose of our soul.
This process which is exclusive to the human species is one that forms our greatest strength and happens many times during our life. As our emotions respond to the truths revealed during painful break downs and breakthroughs we find tremendous strength in them. The purging and letting go allows more light into the crevices that we held tightly bound from view and we become more openhearted and steadfast inside. Our souls shift in this light and open space and we eventually become wholehearted as those spaces are filled with things that are born from the new light that the process has allowed in during breakthrough. When we are wholehearted we want to give more and our Spirits want to reach for love. No longer in fear, isolating parts of ourselves or keeping slices of our soul in deprivation we start to crave more than what we allowed ourselves to settle in. We long to share love and friendship and so we reach for it. Like tree branches longing for more sun we bravely reach for that which nourishes us further and we thrive. The root of our strength grown in the breakdown>breakthrough>breakout process usually results in outstanding triumph. An amazing and beautiful journey!
And yet we often fear sharing it. Why? One answer = Shame. Shame is a crippling emotion. Until it is released we are often powerless and so busy living in survival mode that we can not compensate for it no matter how hard we try. When shame buries us underneath its heavy putrid blanket we can't love, we can't let light in, we are too wounded and always ready to fight and defend. You can't make peace with clenched fists. You can't hug with both guns cocked. When you are in shame the hardest thing to do is open your palm and turn it up to the world, and say "here I am , look at me". Shame does not allow sharing of oneself. The fear of judgement and ridicule is the great silencer of this world. And we all participate as offender and offended. So maybe we could stop that....
Stop judging. Huge order, how can we do this? Well, we can begin today...with ourselves. Stop judging yourself. The energy that created you is standing in your presence right now holding arms open to accept you and see your beauty. Step into those arms and let it all go - all the shame and ugly thoughts you tell yourself. That is the first step to a world where we all put love where there is none.
As I said we all have a story...mine is revealed quite boldly in this blog I started 5 years ago. on my web site at www.georgiaroseconnection.com The Rose Blog is a telling of many persona experiences along my journey. In fact, it is so revealing that I lost friends over it. But I don't care because the "break out" was the most important part of my triangle. The trifecta of loss can not come full circle until we reach back to empower another with the triumph we are blessed with. I write about my tragedy and triumph in the hopes of helping just one other person triumph. My life is my teacher and my best friend. It took years to reconcile that and see beauty in repulsive things. I write about cancer and death and reiki and loss and discovery and all the crazy weird ups and downs that make us connected. My shame was great, my fear even greater.
But I poked through to reveal myself, white knuckles on keyboard shaking at the thought of others reading my words, because even as they flow through my tears and into the page I know Spirit is gifting them to me.  In the beginning, as my bruised and battered heart poured out in the blog, I could feel years of ugliness and judgement release. I was stepping into my power, no longer powerless over the voices inside, I heard Spirit. Spirit lifted my shame and replaced it with love and connection from all of you. Yes, once again triumph. Now that still sometimes happens and I write from grief.  But more often now, my words come from miracles now occurring in my everyday life. Miracles that I now see and was blind to before my breakthroughs.  I look forward to more of them, in my challenges there eventually is more awakening.
But my story starts long before...

I was a lost little girl, in a very abusive chaotic home. By age 11 psychiatrists diagnosed me with PTSD. I never went to high school, I was home schooled because of agoraphobia. I rarely left the house for a few years. I guess you could say that I was the only one in my graduating class. My isolations were very deep rooted.  Back then, prescription drugs were the answer to everything, so they drugged me, kept me mutable. Prescriptions and sedatives given to a fearful child in between beatings and harsh punishments. I now know I was receiving messages and energy from other realms,  that I did not understand.  I was highly sensitive.   My father abandoned me at 13. That may have been a good thing but it caused more trauma, that I carried my lifetime. At 18 I broke free of some fears and became functional, small jobs, friends for the first time. Only to marry young.  My first husband was someone who beat me bloody and stole my soul.  It is true- We live what we learn. I escaped one day by climbing out a window and lived with friends, penniless, with nothing but the clothes on my back, I rebuilt my life at 25. I was determined to be something even while everyone around me didn't think I could. At 30 I got a real estate license. I found people started to listen to me, and I was in control. I became one of the top brokers on long island. I married well, I had a life I never dreamed of. Every abundance possible. And after 18 years of "everything" I was miserable, stressed unhealthy and ridden with anxiety. And in a 2 year period lost everyone and everything in 2011. Death, cancer, abandonment all came back to visit. Because I never faced them to begin with. Reduced to rock bottom, sick, broke and alone, I faced my shame, my abuse, my pain, and my own ugliness. And I found me. The real me. The heart of that little 11 year old girl who was receiving messages. The person I spent a life time blocking and throwing accomplishments and materialism on top of to hide the fact that she ever existed. Yes. when I stopped surviving I started thriving. That is why the breakdown>breakthrough>breakout is our salvation.
I have come a long way since that total rock bottom of 2011. I feel like I have lived a lifetime since then, reinventing and birthing myself. In some ways I have lived a lifetime since 2011, when I finally allowed myself to come out of the womb.  I am finally living my real life- the one of  joy and bliss and truth I was meant to live.   I am authentically me and free to be so accepted and loved by myself and many others.

It was not easy to write this today. I know I have written you a book here...I have let you in to tell you that whatever phase of the triangle you are in keep going. Today my life is rich with meaningful relationships, a connection to Spirit and the other side that is infinite, a career that is amazing. The little girl who could not leave the house now speaks to audiences of hundreds and is an executive and industry leader. That little girl who was silenced with drugs and punishment now gets to speak to groups and teach Spirituality. No one will silence her again especially not shame, that little girl once silenced now speaks to Spirit every day without fear and is filled with gratitude for the simple Grace it brings. That soul will never be held down and is strong in her purpose and excited for the journey. I am a miracle. And so are you. Find your voice and then sing out... have no fear of judgement ...we are all waiting to hear you ... you should know what you have to say is important ..and saying it feels awesome! <3 <3 peace and love Georgia Rose > together we can heal the world! Peace and love Georgia Rose

This day and the days to follow you will read and watch many posts,about eclipses and moons and retrogrades and crystalline light and invoking intentions and ascended masters. You will hear much about sudden endings and eruptions and breakups and breakdowns. Karma and evolution and enlightenment - the words will relentlessly circle social media and the galaxy!
But what's it all really about? What the hell does this energy want from us? Why is it ringng us out and forcing our choices? You may be asking yourself, why am I so emotional? 
Why is this happening?
Well the universe wants our attention...and so does our higher self. But why?, We fight and resist and finally succumb to our discomfort when the tears come. We are exhausted from all this energy demands from us.
And still what's it all about..the loss of appetite, the restless sleep, the vivid dreams ,...and why the hell is the sky so blue today ..never saw that blue before....and my sense of smell- I think I just smelled grandma but she's dead, and yeah what about those sunsets, can't describe those colors, and OMG I just ran into somebody I haven't seen in 10 years and how did that card fall out of that book....and why am i crying over something that happened years ago, yup I get it....and, Yeah its all happening...
But why?
No matter how you sum it up, astrologically, spiritually, religiously, mentally, or ignorantly.. Its all about one thing.
'POWER'
This energy is about our power and it is demanding we step into the responsibility of its proper care and feeding. Yes, you heard right- this energy wants us to feed our power!
If you feel great and on track its because the universe is showing you where your power lies. If you are miserable the universe is showing you where you lose your power.
Think about that a minute, yup that's right, its true isn't it?
When we are in our power in sync with the light inside us, listening to our souls desire, the truth is we are pretty happy creatures. When we release or hand our power over to things and situations and others and don't take responsibility for our light within we are really miserable creatures. That's why I was happiest in the summer of 2015 bumming around fire island doing reiki and readings with no job or money just breathing doing yoga and grateful nobody in my life was pissing me off. I had swept my road clean of all the stuff that was torturing me and decided to just be with me and my soul. I bravely jumped off a cliff and left all "safe" things behind. Good call! It didb't take me long to realize all those "safe" things had been strangling me for years! Cutting off my air supply and restricting my spirit! I learned things most people never do and I met the most fantastic person I never knew. ME!
I really got to know her and she's a pretty cool chick. That alone gave me everything I needed, the power to live the rest of my life satisfied. Its very cool Knowing what's 'Enough' ....btw I am enough...
'POWER'
See, we confuse power with control. One is security the other is restriction. The journey to freedom is understanding which is which. Only in our own power are we safe. Control and the need of it is fear. Fear restricts us and holds us back from our power.
That's why we stay in the illusion that we are 'safe' in situations that are harmful, stressful jobs, addictions, bad partnerships. Our fear restricts us so bad,we can't see truth. And that's what this energy is... It is reality, plain and simple. and we spend so much time avoiding certain reality that they are giving us a spanking now...and we really don't like it!
Yes - Reality, spontaneous and harsh reality. Why? To wake us the hell up and make us powerful.
This energy is shaking us up to show us those truths we avoid. 
I spent many years in solitude confronting fear, I lost alot of stuff I didn't want to.Let go of alot of people I love. Walked away from some really cool but not good for me stuff. I'm sure most of it still has my claw marks on it..lol. I learned through terrible pain. And I am writing this in the hopes of sparing someone that pain:
We are the mediators of our own reality. We sit between dark and light bargaining and creating a psuedo life trying not to face things that are scary in the dark. And that is just a big waste of time. Nothing is as scary as you think it is, our fear amplifies our illusions. And yet we put a barrier between seeing truth. That veil we put up in front of ourselves to keep us safe is actually separating us from the awareness of a reality that holds all our keys. That veil that has separated us from our worst fears is invisible now.. This energy, these eclipses and retrogrades are thinning the veil so sheer we have to look at reality. The veil is barely protecting us anymore. We can no longer escape, the light is so bright it pierces all and makes the veil fall away. We have to look at the good, the bad and the ugly, we have no choice. This light makes us dominant over our own intuition and we can no longer turn away from truth. It begs us to step into our power it propels us forward by lighting under the veil all our illusions. This is a painful process but It brings understanding and knowledge like never before. It is a sometimes grueling process but it is happening and you can't stop it. The only way is go through it. And many many of us bravely do so to enjoy a life filled with bliss and peace. You can triumph and live aligned in this sweet reality to , don't let your fear stop you. Step into your power!
What does this energy want from us? 
Once you understand and feel your power you must bring it to the world, not to control but to educate and empower. Just like the High Priestess pictured here from the Tarot Card, this is our opportunity to take control and rule our own destiny. Then reach out and help others by showing them how to do the same.  In sharing the experience we bring truth to the collective of our race. We all become more powerful. Unified in reality and truth which the light has shown us by lifting the veil of our illusions. 
In this light the human race is evolving as never before. Ultimetly, to live in love not a fear based mentality! But it starts with each of us on an individual level facing fear, breaking it down, breaking through the restriction, to break out and put our mark on the world. No easy task...so we don't sleep so good, so we lose a partner or quit a job in the scheme of things its pretty silly that we let it all control our lives when there us a much bigger shift happening. 
I know its hard but don't fear the unknown. Its just someplace you have not discovered yet we make it bad because we are in fear. That illusion casts darkness. That is why we often get more of the same challenges and get stuck in a circle. We create that. We lose power. When we step into the light and harness power we change our outcome to positive. In this we heal each other and we can all heal the world. Peace and love Georgia Rose

​THE HEART KNOWS...
It has come to my attention that there are things we create and there are things that are divinely created. We create out of need, want , desire, those things that satisfy our own cravings, Our need for love. Happiness and safety is sometimes settled, fed and satisfied by relationships, objects, and sensations we create so we don't feel the hunger, thirst, loneliness or hollow of our pain and discomfort. We fill our life with these things, created just so we don't have to deal with any of the emotions that are a consequence of our lack. More times than not, these things created by our own doing put us in confusion, stress and discomfort as we try to fit the illusion of their "rightness" into our lives and hearts and souls.
But the heart knows...
Like a beautiful shoe we can't resist wearing, even though they are a size too small - we suck up the blisters for awhile telling ourselves how "pretty " and "hot " they are. We will break them in and they will fit just fine sooner or later... We simply can't live without them! The degree to which we will suffer through for fashions sake is different for each of us. Some of us will break free of this illusion at first skin rub. others of us need bloody heels and stinging pain to catch on. THESE SHOES DON'T FIT! The heart knew all along, we just were not ready for the disappointment! We get mad and sad when we realize it was all just an illusion.
Illusions are necessary to the human condition. Sometimes they are the period of adjustment we need to chew our food instead of choking on a big bite, trying to consume life and our truth all at once doesn't work for us. While we chew, we learn what is too much and what is enough. Its all training for knowing what is real vs. unreal.
Ahh but always...
The heart knows. The soul knows. Before we are ready to listen we waste an inordinate amount of time silencing their voice, distracting ourselves with our illusion trying to convince ourselves of the "rightness" we glimpsed at it's creation. Finally we realize this shoe was not created for us but created by us...big difference huh?
Breaking free of illusion is painful and beautiful. Freedom is often like that! A bittersweet shower that washes silver down the drain to reveal our gold. 
Illusions feel great when created and awful when lived. The things we think are security end up restrictions bringing us down into frustration and sadness forcing emptiness and dissatisfaction into our hearts. Sometimes we even feel unloved and neglected as our hearts squeeze shut. Illusions always separate us from the divine plan and purpose of our life. This is because we create illusion from fear. Something created from a negative energy will NEVER be positive.
Then in contrast, there are those things divinely created. These relationships, circumstances and possessions are truly "right" based in truth and right action.They are created by God, Creator to feed us deeply , nourish our spirit, enlighten our thoughts and ignite our hearts. They move us forward, not hold us in place. We are often powerless over these moments of creation, they catch us off guard, yet feel familiar. We do not create them they just ARE. They feel good from the start. Their ignition is not forced or manipulated or lusted for. The ignition has a positive key easily fitting, simply sliding into place in an open heart. We don't have to push and pull and prod these things and relationships into place. The work we do with them feels productive and satisfying. 
How do divine things come to us? How do they happen? 
How do we discern what is illusion created by us and what is real created for us?
WE open our hearts...remember the heart knows...
When we open our hearts we see truth. An open heart sees the meaningful. When our hearts are closed we create illusion to assimilate the things only an open heart can find. We create non genuine things that appear genuine for a brief time. But when our hearts are open so wide we can't ignore them, we are given genuine truth. Our lives become real. We gain a forward moment to creation and we become unstoppable! 
In illusion we try to create love, peace , satisfaction in relationships to feel full. We look for completion driven by a lack created by fear, We look for this in the other who is driven by the same. You can't make positive from negative. Fear itself is an illusion. You can't make real from the unreal. You can't make meaningful from meaningless.
The heart knows...but we are stubborn, we want to control it all we want to "find" it so in our illusion we create it.
When we create from a wide open heart we create what is "real". In co creation with Spirit, God, Creator, by opening our hearts to create with HIM good things "find" us.
In this things are orchestrated by a universe that loves us unconditionally through no machinations of our own. The universe in its wisdom and love wants to show us the "real".
Divinely orchestrated and co created things rise us up, bring bliss, encourage us, bring us unity and deeper connection with our hearts. Those random conversations of total connection, the right place right time moments, the I can't believe this is happening experiences with no fear or doubt! When we are able to deeply listen to the heart we get more of this. THIS IS ENLIGHTENMENT.
Enlightenment brings us the capacity to separate illusion from real. And in reality our truth becomes divinely created and co created between us and God. A charmed life so to speak! 
Of course the human experience is not always high vibes and lollipops even for the enlightened. We suffer. But it is because of our illusions we suffer. God does not create pain or suffering - we do.
By letting go of illusion and co creating with God we become the Alchemist changing and transmuting the energy in our lives to positive not negative.We become complete and no longer in need of escape and we create less illusions and more love. We find our bodies . mind, soul and business/ careers prosper and are healthy because we have aligned with truth and we are creating from positive energy not negative emotions.
2 things to live by:
1. I CAN NOT REALIZE THE FULLNESS OF MY NATURE UNTIL I BREAK FREE FROM THE ILLUSIONS THAT RESTRAIN ME. Georgia Rose 7/6/18
2. SOMEONE WHO BREAKS MY ILLUSION HAS OPENED UP A SPONTANEOUS AND MEANINGFUL REALITY FOR ME. -THANK THEM! Georgia Rose 7/6/18
Stop living an incomplete life imprisoned by your illusions. Co create with enlightenment and know you can manifest it all. Be complete and free! My videos and blog are created for this purpose. Transmuting from the unreal to the real! Yes we can have it all ! y♥ <3 Peace and love Georgia Rose

THURSDAY JUNE 28, 2018...AN ORDINARY YET EXTRAORDINARY DAY! I woke up on this day feeling a heavy loneliness, a feeling of separation ...of no one to love me. Although friends and my partner are always bopping on and out, there is no one in my life that comes home or I come home to, no one is coming home here but me, no kids, no parents, no spouse..sometimes it is a very long time between hugs and I have few that say "I love you". My heart hurt with the grief of it. I remembered how it was for many painful years when these feelings ate me alive..that grief, that hollow, where I lived. I write about those times and the slow painful transformation to these times in this blog.
I found the key, the truth of all that... I know now.. I am never alone..I have the love of creator, my angels, and many in the world that I feel love from. My life is devoted to healing that pain of separation in the world through the mission that is Georgia Rose Connection. 
Nonetheless the feeling was heavy this day and I was trying to shake it off going through my daily paces. I stood at my kitchen counter preparing my lunch to take to work and said a silent prayer to God to help me not feel thus. This song came on. ..an answer right from Spirit.
I realized He answered me directly and as I felt our profound connection in my heart, a tear slid down my face. As always after I feel his grace I felt the connection with the world. I looked up and out my kitchen window and spotted my neighbors daughter pull into her Moms driveway to drop her children for Mom to babysit as she does daily before work. I saw these adorable toddlers in their little rain coats and umbrellas run up the path to Grandmas door. I felt their joy and I knew when Grandma's door opened she would surely embrace them in tight hugs. And I said a prayer of gratitude that Spirit allowed me to witness such love and synchronicity and to know love is all around me if I but pay attention. My mood changed and I felt love and loved all day.
My lessons of love did not end there. All day signs kept coming..it ended with a Reiki circle scheduled for that evening with my Breast Cancer group where some amazing messages from Spirit came through but I will write about that in another post. 
For now just keep your heads up my lovelies and pay attention to all the love that surrounds you, because you are never alone! Peace and love Georgia Rose