I used to live in one finite world where my dreams and hopes and wishes were infinite. Now I live in 2 worlds that are both infinite! One foot is anchored in an earth bound world of structure and materialism and competition. I have to be there to feed my body. The other foot is anchored in a world of spirituality and healing. I have to be there to feed my soul. Both feed my spirit. I would not be whole without both parts.
My body thrives on the adrenaline from a deal negotiated and a job well done, a mountain conquered, a challenge explored and bested. My blood pulses when a boundary is pushed, a goal is achieved and I have bested a formidable opponent whether it be beating my own personal best or another's. I love to overcome obstacles. To create solutions, make deals. It makes me high. It feeds my passion. My brain sharpens when I use my "gifts"... A sharp business acumen to help someone. When I do a good job for them and know I have possibly changed their circumstance and made a difference in their life it's very satisfying. In my earth bound world my real estate, business I am a barracuda with a heart and purpose strategizing, controlling the battlefield to victory. This world is a part of me I could never deny.
My soul thrives on the peaceful grace that flows within me after a tip to toe tingling vibration from a successful healing session or energetic connection. My blood pulses in the split second when the unknown suddenly becomes known. I am no different in my wonder of the unknown than any other human. My difference lies in my courage to go beyond fear and wonder and dare to ask! I realize my development of God's gifts to "see" to " hear" to "know" is Spirits answer . I become one with all energy, all creation in the discovery of that direct connection with Him. Gratitude to Spirit for these "answers" is in the honing of my gifts and my commitment to using them for service and healing. When I am in that space of joyful unity with every being, I realize it is the privilege bestowed upon me for being open to Spirit and becoming a vessel, a channel for him to reach people with His healing words. The "gifts" are not mine but His. I am the conduit. My reward is sharing the bliss and grace of the experience. In my spiritual world I am a warrior, a wounded healer with a heart and a purpose surrendering and releasing all I am to a higher goal. This world is a part of me I could never deny.
Both worlds are available to anyone who dares to seek them. Determination and focus are not exclusive to any person but within each of us. I don't think I am any different or better than anyone else. I think I just dare more than some. Part of me will always be that 6 year flying daringly fast on that purple Schwinn, blonde hair streaming, laughter stolen by the wind and adrenaline drugged butterflies filling me up! Complacency and I broke up a long time ago - we weren't compatible. I dare to dream, dare to ask , dare to push the limits, bend the boundary, kick the side of the box, rattle the bars. I want to know, feel, taste, see ... experience with ardor everything I can.
My gift of ambition has plans and goals for each world Earth bound and Spiritual Space and the harvest will be abundant. The crops taste different but are equally important food - sustenance for me. Both have mountains to be climbed, fields to be planted. I love climbing and planting, creating, learning, asking and the journey of unwrapping the answers ...
As I round each bend on my life path I hear the distance rumble with the laughter of those that poke fun. "Oh she is a psychic now " they snicker. "It's a bit much" they mumble. It does not affect me. My heart is full with gratitude so I can't fit the mean spirited, judge mental energy of others in it. I pay little attention and follow my own path, my independence is another gift. I use independent thinking to merge and accept my two worlds. Growth has created confidence. This is who I am. I must embrace it. It just is.
Throughout my life friends, family, lovers, colleagues have all accepted and applauded my gifts of determination and drive and independent thought. Some have even blatantly ridden on the coat tails of them to gain great purchase on the climb of their own life paths. Most know me as someone who is reliable and steadfast. Yet some people doubt me and ridicule me when I apply those qualities to my Spiritual path and soul work.. Friends fade from view into obscurity as though I've committed a crime, jumped the shark, gone off the rail....
I know what's real and because of that I also know some of those same people that mock me will more than likely have their own experience one day. And afterwards what they once thought was impossible will suddenly be reality. I understand that experience all to well! In that event , I will give more than they gave to me. Support, kindness, loyalty and a connection. Just as I have done with those in the business world that once screwed me and came round when they needed something from me. My life experience has shown me that life is indeed circular. I don't gain egotistical satisfaction from the turning of events instead I gain a lesson and take relief from the balance of what was imbalanced. Bygones....
Everyone I have ever connected with knows I shall never turn my back on them. Even when I need a friend and my calls or texts are often unanswered I am the 3am call, the break glass in case of emergency girl for a long list of human beings. People know I will show up. I am loyal...yet another one of my gifts.
We still "essentially contest" any idea that is out of our range of what is "normal".
When I was a little girl few believed we would have computers in our homes let alone walk around with a computer the size of a notebook and talk to each other and watch tv without wires. But I write this piece on such a machine...my iPad. We all have certainly embraced seemingly " impossible " tools so we can connect to each other! Bluetooths, cell phones, scyppe, satellites .... I am not shunned for using an iPad to connect to people but friends have fallen away because I use Reiki and Tarot and meditation to connect to God.
Either way I'm still me....Georgia, Georgie, G Westy, " G" , Baby Bear, Babe, Georgia Rose....a fiercely determined, bold, gutsy, sarcastic, tell it like it is, work in progress, pain in the ass with a great sense of humor and a very sincere heart. My only difference now is...
I dared to ask..... and Spirit answered.
Love and peace,
Spiritual Healer, Energetic Medium
This Blog is the story of the miracles, challenges and lessons of my life journey. Years ago when I hit a personal "rock bottom" my despair led me to seek answers and my quest for truth began. Amazing events propelled me on a spiritual journey of transformation.. Miraculously, through these experiences my life has become my teacher and my friend.... I hope my words connect us and allow us to walk together for a time as teacher and friend to each other. The most valuable thing we have during this human experience is our connection to love. The love in our soul for a higher power and others is the only thing that is real. I honor these connections through my writing. Theses words are my gift inspired through the heart of Spirit for you. I hope by sharing my journey it will enlighten, inspire and ease yours as it does mine >> ... Peace... Georgia Rose